1 00:00:03,758 --> 00:00:06,655 Woman TO GET ANY WORSE. 2 00:00:06,655 --> 00:00:08,724 IF I CAN'T START LOSING THE WEIGHT, 3 00:00:08,724 --> 00:00:10,551 I'M NOT GONNA BE ALIVE MUCH LONGER. 4 00:00:17,206 --> 00:00:19,862 Woman HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW. 5 00:00:19,862 --> 00:00:22,793 Woman THINK THAT AT ANY MOMENT, 6 00:00:22,793 --> 00:00:25,344 YOUR HEART COULD EXPLODE. 7 00:00:35,413 --> 00:00:37,724 Woman 8 00:00:37,724 --> 00:00:39,724 I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO LIVE YET. 9 00:00:44,379 --> 00:00:46,137 WHY ARE YOU JUMPING ON MY CASE? 10 00:00:46,137 --> 00:00:49,689 YOU'RE OVER-EATING, AND YOU'RE ACTING LIKE IT IS OUR FAULT. 11 00:00:49,689 --> 00:00:51,310 I KNOW THAT I'M DYING. 12 00:00:51,310 --> 00:00:57,103 I KNOW THAT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 13 00:00:57,103 --> 00:00:58,724 Woman THAT. 14 00:00:58,724 --> 00:01:01,482 HEAVEN FORBID, WE WASTE ANY OF YOUR TIME 15 00:01:01,482 --> 00:01:04,827 WHILE YOU WASTE OURS WITH YOUR LIES AND GAMES. 16 00:01:04,827 --> 00:01:08,793 --Captions by VITAC-- www.vitac.com 17 00:01:28,689 --> 00:01:34,931 THE LIFE I'M LIVING RIGHT NOW IS MISERABLE. 18 00:01:34,931 --> 00:01:39,137 BECAUSE I HAVE MADE MYSELF A PRISONER IN A ROOM 19 00:01:39,137 --> 00:01:44,827 INSIDE OF MY HOME. 20 00:01:44,827 --> 00:01:49,655 I USED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE MAYBE ONCE A WEEK, 21 00:01:49,655 --> 00:01:54,931 BUT NOW I'M MOSTLY HOUSE-BOUND 22 00:01:54,931 --> 00:01:59,172 BECAUSE IT'S BECOMING HARDER TO WALK. 23 00:01:59,172 --> 00:02:05,482 MY LEGS CONSTANTLY HURT, SO MY DAUGHTER DESIREé HELPS ME. 24 00:02:05,482 --> 00:02:08,172 DESIRE? 25 00:02:10,965 --> 00:02:14,413 TURN THAT LIGHT ON. 26 00:02:14,413 --> 00:02:15,241 MORNING. 27 00:02:15,241 --> 00:02:17,172 I LIVE WITH MY HUSBAND JUSTIN 28 00:02:17,172 --> 00:02:19,896 AND MY DAUGHTER DESIREé, 29 00:02:19,896 --> 00:02:23,896 ALONG WITH HER BOYFRIEND WILL AND HER DAUGHTER, 30 00:02:23,896 --> 00:02:25,758 MY GRANDDAUGHTER, DAISY. 31 00:02:25,758 --> 00:02:29,965 AND DESIREé IS MY CARETAKER. 32 00:02:29,965 --> 00:02:31,931 SHE'S MY RIGHT HAND. 33 00:02:31,931 --> 00:02:34,379 SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND. 34 00:02:34,379 --> 00:02:37,413 BUT I FEEL BAD FOR HER. I DO. 35 00:02:37,413 --> 00:02:41,172 SHE'S, YOU KNOW, NOT SUPPOSED TO BE IN THIS ROLE YET, YOU KNOW? 36 00:02:41,172 --> 00:02:44,172 THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO TAKE CARE OF YOU WHEN YOU GET OLD. 37 00:02:44,172 --> 00:02:48,413 AND I'M NOT THAT OLD, BUT I DON'T WANT MY HUSBAND 38 00:02:48,413 --> 00:02:52,896 JUSTIN TO HELP ME BECAUSE I DON'T WANT HIM TO CROSS OVER 39 00:02:52,896 --> 00:02:56,241 FROM BEING MY HUSBAND TO MY CAREGIVER. 40 00:02:56,241 --> 00:02:58,655 I DON'T WANT HIM TO LOOK AT ME DIFFERENTLY, 41 00:02:58,655 --> 00:03:04,310 BECAUSE I FEEL ASHAMED OF MYSELF, OF MY BODY. 42 00:03:04,310 --> 00:03:09,793 MY BODY LOOKS LIKE A NIGHTMARE, LIKE A MONSTER. 43 00:03:09,793 --> 00:03:13,551 SOMETHING NON-HUMAN. 44 00:03:13,551 --> 00:03:15,241 SO I SHOWER ALMOST EVERY DAY. 45 00:03:15,241 --> 00:03:18,206 THE SHOWER IS EXHAUSTING. 46 00:03:18,206 --> 00:03:21,551 WASHING IN BETWEEN MY SKIN FOLDS IS HARD, 47 00:03:21,551 --> 00:03:25,586 BECAUSE IT'S HEAVY, IT'S HARD TO GET ALL THE WAY IN THERE, 48 00:03:25,586 --> 00:03:28,655 AND IT'S A LOT OF LIFTING. 49 00:03:28,655 --> 00:03:33,517 IT'S OVERWHELMING. 50 00:03:33,517 --> 00:03:37,758 I REMEMBER WHEN TAKING A 10-MINUTE SHOWER IN THE MORNING 51 00:03:37,758 --> 00:03:40,586 AND GOING ABOUT MY DAY WAS FUN. 52 00:03:40,586 --> 00:03:43,448 -YOU READY? -MM-HMM. 53 00:03:43,448 --> 00:03:44,793 PULL. 54 00:03:44,793 --> 00:03:49,896 NOW IT'S THE MOST EXHAUSTING PART OF THE DAY. 55 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:56,275 AND WHEN I'M DONE WITH THAT, I'M SORE, I'M TIRED. 56 00:03:56,275 --> 00:04:01,275 I JUST USUALLY GO BACK AND SIT IN MY BED AND WAIT TO EAT. 57 00:04:04,724 --> 00:04:10,448 I FEEL LIKE A BURDEN TO DESIREé BECAUSE SHE TAKES CARE OF ME 58 00:04:10,448 --> 00:04:17,068 WHEN SHE COULD BE HAVING A LIFE OF HER OWN. 59 00:04:17,068 --> 00:04:20,172 Desireé: DAISY, NANA WANTS YOU. 60 00:04:20,172 --> 00:04:21,827 MY GRANDDAUGHTER DAISY 61 00:04:21,827 --> 00:04:25,689 IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE. 62 00:04:25,689 --> 00:04:29,482 BUT I MISS OUT ON A LOT IN DAISY'S LIFE 63 00:04:29,482 --> 00:04:31,275 BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT. 64 00:04:31,275 --> 00:04:35,655 I'M A BED GRANDMA TO HER. 65 00:04:35,655 --> 00:04:37,620 I HATE USING THE WORD "HANDICAPPED," 66 00:04:37,620 --> 00:04:40,551 BUT I CAN'T EVEN GET MYSELF OUT OF BED. 67 00:04:44,413 --> 00:04:47,103 DESIREé DOES ALL THE COOKING NOW. 68 00:04:47,103 --> 00:04:49,620 I USED TO BE THE COOKER, AND THEN WE USED TO SHARE IT, 69 00:04:49,620 --> 00:04:53,827 AND NOW IT'S PRETTY MUCH SHE COOKS ALL THE TIME. 70 00:04:53,827 --> 00:04:56,517 IS SOMETHING BURNING? 71 00:04:56,517 --> 00:04:57,448 Desireé: NO. 72 00:04:57,448 --> 00:05:00,620 ARE YOU GUYS... 73 00:05:00,620 --> 00:05:05,586 YOU GUYS NEED TO TURN THE HEAT DOWN, DESIREé, ON THE STOVE. 74 00:05:05,586 --> 00:05:08,206 THE HEAT IS ON FIVE. 75 00:05:08,206 --> 00:05:11,206 FOR THE BACON. 76 00:05:11,206 --> 00:05:14,172 SOMETHING'S BURNING. 77 00:05:14,172 --> 00:05:16,896 I GET VERY FRUSTRATED WITH MY MOTHER SOMETIMES 78 00:05:16,896 --> 00:05:20,448 BECAUSE I TAKE CARE OF MY OWN 3-YEAR-OLD AT THE SAME TIME. 79 00:05:20,448 --> 00:05:23,068 AND IT GETS TO BE A BIT MUCH. 80 00:05:23,068 --> 00:05:25,103 BUT I WOULD NEVER TURN MY BACK ON HER. 81 00:05:25,103 --> 00:05:30,482 I WILL BE HERE, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT SHE NEEDS ME. 82 00:05:30,482 --> 00:05:32,689 I SIT ON THE SIDELINE FOR EVERYTHING. 83 00:05:32,689 --> 00:05:34,586 AND BY THE TIME IT'S TIME TO EAT, 84 00:05:34,586 --> 00:05:37,000 I'M STARVING, I WANT TO EAT. 85 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:38,965 FOOD IS THE ONLY THING THAT HELPS ME DEAL 86 00:05:38,965 --> 00:05:42,586 WITH THE MISERY OF MY LIFE. 87 00:05:42,586 --> 00:05:47,758 AND I CONSTANTLY NEED IT BECAUSE I CONSTANTLY NEED TO ESCAPE. 88 00:05:47,758 --> 00:05:51,896 SO WE HAVE TO KEEP A LOT OF FOOD IN THE HOUSE AT ALL TIMES. 89 00:05:51,896 --> 00:05:55,448 AND I HAVE TO HAVE WHAT I WANT. 90 00:05:55,448 --> 00:05:57,793 ARE YOU DONE WITH THAT? 91 00:05:57,793 --> 00:05:59,862 SO IF WE EVER RUN OUT OF ANYTHING, 92 00:05:59,862 --> 00:06:01,965 THEN DESIREé NEEDS TO GO TO THE STORE. 93 00:06:01,965 --> 00:06:06,689 BECAUSE I CAN'T DO IT FOR MYSELF. 94 00:06:06,689 --> 00:06:08,551 -YOU READY? -YEAH. 95 00:06:08,551 --> 00:06:11,379 HERE'S THE GROCERY LIST. 96 00:06:11,379 --> 00:06:12,724 ALL RIGHT? 97 00:06:12,724 --> 00:06:13,655 I LOVE YOU GUYS. 98 00:06:13,655 --> 00:06:16,793 LOVE YOU. 99 00:06:16,793 --> 00:06:19,724 I LOOK FORWARD TO EATING THROUGHOUT THE DAY. 100 00:06:19,724 --> 00:06:22,551 IT'S A BREAK-UP IN MY BOREDOM. 101 00:06:22,551 --> 00:06:23,689 ONE OF MY BROTHERS, LEE, 102 00:06:23,689 --> 00:06:25,724 WILL SOMETIMES STOP BY AND BRING ME FOOD. 103 00:06:26,896 --> 00:06:28,275 THAT'S LEE, PROBABLY. 104 00:06:28,275 --> 00:06:30,655 -WILL YOU GET THE DOOR? -YES. 105 00:06:30,655 --> 00:06:32,448 TO WORD "FAMILY" TO ME MEANS PEOPLE THAT YOU CAN CALL 106 00:06:32,448 --> 00:06:33,827 WHEN YOU NEED SOMETHING 107 00:06:33,827 --> 00:06:36,655 WHEN YOU HAVE NO TIME AT ALL, YOU MAKE TIME FOR THEM. 108 00:06:36,655 --> 00:06:38,862 I DID IT TODAY, BRINGING MY SISTER ANGELA... 109 00:06:38,862 --> 00:06:40,275 WENT AND GOT HER TACOS BECAUSE I LOVE HER 110 00:06:40,275 --> 00:06:42,034 AND I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY. 111 00:06:42,034 --> 00:06:43,689 Angie: GROWING UP IN MY FAMILY, 112 00:06:43,689 --> 00:06:49,655 I COULDN'T EVER PICTURE MY LIFE TO BE LIKE IT IS RIGHT NOW. 113 00:06:49,655 --> 00:06:53,137 WHEN I WAS A CHILD, MY LIFE WAS HARD. 114 00:06:53,137 --> 00:06:58,172 MY MOM WAS AN ALCOHOLIC AND MY FATHER WAS A DRUG ADDICT. 115 00:06:58,172 --> 00:07:02,965 AND MY FATHER WAS ABUSIVE PHYSICALLY TO MY MOTHER. 116 00:07:02,965 --> 00:07:05,827 SO I FELT ABANDONED MOST OF THE TIME. 117 00:07:05,827 --> 00:07:08,655 BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS' ALCOHOL, DRUG ABUSE, 118 00:07:08,655 --> 00:07:12,413 AND NEGLECT, THEY JUST WEREN'T PRESENT. 119 00:07:12,413 --> 00:07:15,172 AND WHEN I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD, 120 00:07:15,172 --> 00:07:21,241 I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED BY A FAMILY FRIEND. 121 00:07:21,241 --> 00:07:24,275 WHEN I FINALLY CAME OUT ABOUT IT, 122 00:07:24,275 --> 00:07:26,655 MY MOM DIDN'T DEFEND ME, 123 00:07:26,655 --> 00:07:31,482 SO I FELT UNPROTECTED BY THE PEOPLE 124 00:07:31,482 --> 00:07:34,206 WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME. 125 00:07:34,206 --> 00:07:37,241 IT WAS AT THAT POINT THAT I STARTED EATING MORE. 126 00:07:37,241 --> 00:07:41,206 FOOD WAS A GOOD COMFORT BECAUSE IT WAS ALWAYS THERE, 127 00:07:41,206 --> 00:07:43,275 AND IT WAS SOMETHING THAT I COULD CONTROL 128 00:07:43,275 --> 00:07:46,620 WHEN EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE WAS UNCONTROLLABLE. 129 00:07:46,620 --> 00:07:51,137 AND BY THE TIME I WAS 13, I WEIGHED 260 POUNDS. 130 00:07:51,137 --> 00:07:54,793 WHEN I WAS 13, I WAS IN MY FIRST MAJOR RELATIONSHIP, 131 00:07:54,793 --> 00:07:59,758 WITH A 27-YEAR-OLD MAN, AND I ENDED UP PREGNANT. 132 00:07:59,758 --> 00:08:02,689 SIX MONTHS AFTER MY SON T.J. WAS BORN, 133 00:08:02,689 --> 00:08:04,551 I GAVE HIM UP FOR ADOPTION. 134 00:08:04,551 --> 00:08:08,965 AND MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS FATHER ENDED DUE TO ABUSE. 135 00:08:08,965 --> 00:08:12,896 AND I WAS STILL TURNING TO THE ONE THING THAT WAS FAMILIAR, 136 00:08:12,896 --> 00:08:14,551 AND THAT WAS FOOD. 137 00:08:14,551 --> 00:08:21,000 SO WHEN I WAS 16 YEARS OLD, I WEIGHED AROUND 300 POUNDS. 138 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:24,758 AND I MET MY FIRST HUSBAND, JAMES. 139 00:08:24,758 --> 00:08:26,965 I BECAME PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER, 140 00:08:26,965 --> 00:08:29,758 DESIREé, AT 17. 141 00:08:29,758 --> 00:08:32,793 JAMES BECAME ABUSIVE WHEN WE FOUND OUT 142 00:08:32,793 --> 00:08:35,103 I WAS PREGNANT WITH DESIREé. 143 00:08:35,103 --> 00:08:39,482 WHEN DESIREé WAS JUST A NEWBORN, WE WERE EVICTED. 144 00:08:39,482 --> 00:08:42,448 WE NEEDED A PLACE TO GO, AND MY DAD TOOK US IN. 145 00:08:42,448 --> 00:08:45,344 AND THAT'S WHEN I REUNITED WITH MY DAD. 146 00:08:45,344 --> 00:08:49,482 AT 18, I WEIGHED 340 POUNDS, 147 00:08:49,482 --> 00:08:55,448 AND I WENT TO JAIL FOR COMPLICITY TO BURGLARY. 148 00:08:55,448 --> 00:08:58,000 I WAS SENTENCED TO TWO YEARS. I ONLY WENT FOR EIGHT MONTHS. 149 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:01,827 BUT WHILE I WAS IN JAIL, MY HUSBAND, 150 00:09:01,827 --> 00:09:06,413 JAMES, WAS INCARCERATED WITH A 10-YEAR SENTENCE. 151 00:09:06,413 --> 00:09:09,103 DESI WENT TO MY DAD WHEN I WENT TO PRISON, 152 00:09:09,103 --> 00:09:11,482 SO WHEN I GOT OUT I DIDN'T HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE, 153 00:09:11,482 --> 00:09:14,206 SO I LIVED WITH THEM. 154 00:09:14,206 --> 00:09:16,103 I DIDN'T GAIN NO WEIGHT IN JAIL, 155 00:09:16,103 --> 00:09:22,758 SO AT 20 YEARS OLD I WEIGHED 340 POUNDS, 156 00:09:22,758 --> 00:09:27,206 MET SOMEONE, AND GOT PREGNANT WITH MY SECOND DAUGHTER, 157 00:09:27,206 --> 00:09:29,586 THIRD CHILD, HAILEY. 158 00:09:29,586 --> 00:09:31,379 I HAD HAILEY TILL SHE WAS 2, 159 00:09:31,379 --> 00:09:34,448 AND THAT'S WHEN I WENT BACK TO PRISON FOR THE SECOND TIME, 160 00:09:34,448 --> 00:09:36,310 PROBATION VIOLATION, SAME CHARGE, 161 00:09:36,310 --> 00:09:40,689 AND HER GRANDPARENTS GOT HER AND KEPT HER. 162 00:09:40,689 --> 00:09:45,068 WHEN I WAS 26 YEARS OLD, I WAS RELEASED FROM PRISON. 163 00:09:45,068 --> 00:09:47,275 I WEIGHED 420. 164 00:09:47,275 --> 00:09:51,068 BUT, AT THAT TIME, MY WEIGHT STARTED TO PLATEAU 165 00:09:51,068 --> 00:09:56,655 BECAUSE I BECAME ADDICTED TO DRUGS FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS. 166 00:09:56,655 --> 00:09:59,482 AND THE NEXT FEW YEARS WERE A BIT OF A BLUR, 167 00:09:59,482 --> 00:10:02,482 AND THEN, WHEN I WAS 32 YEARS OLD, 168 00:10:02,482 --> 00:10:07,724 I INJURED MY KNEE, AND IT WAS THE WORST THING 169 00:10:07,724 --> 00:10:10,620 AND THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. 170 00:10:10,620 --> 00:10:13,551 IT WAS THE BEST THING BECAUSE I GOT SOBER. 171 00:10:13,551 --> 00:10:17,724 AND IT WAS THE WORST THING BECAUSE I BECAME IMMOBILE. 172 00:10:17,724 --> 00:10:23,827 I WAS DRINKING, AND MY LEG HYPEREXTENDED BACKWARDS, 173 00:10:23,827 --> 00:10:26,724 CAUSING SOME DAMAGE TO MY KNEE. 174 00:10:26,724 --> 00:10:30,551 I WAS PULLED OUT OF A HOUSE ON A TARP LIKE I WAS AN ANIMAL, 175 00:10:30,551 --> 00:10:33,655 BY FIREMEN, PARAMEDICS, AND ANYBODY ELSE 176 00:10:33,655 --> 00:10:36,448 THAT WOULD HELP THAT WASN'T DRUNK. 177 00:10:36,448 --> 00:10:39,517 WHEN I ARRIVED AT THE HOSPITAL, THAT'S WHEN I'D SEEN MY WEIGHT 178 00:10:39,517 --> 00:10:42,137 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A FEW YEARS. 179 00:10:42,137 --> 00:10:44,827 AND IT WAS 505 POUNDS. 180 00:10:44,827 --> 00:10:49,482 THAT'S WHEN IT BECAME REAL, WHAT I HAD LET MY BODY BECOME. 181 00:10:49,482 --> 00:10:55,137 I NEEDED AN MRI, BUT I WAS TOO HEAVY FOR THE MRI TABLE, 182 00:10:55,137 --> 00:10:59,586 SO THE HOSPITAL REFERRED ME TO A REHABILITATION CENTER 183 00:10:59,586 --> 00:11:01,517 WITH NO DIAGNOSIS. 184 00:11:01,517 --> 00:11:04,620 WHEN I WENT INTO THE REHAB CENTER FOR 90 DAYS, I GOT CLEAN. 185 00:11:04,620 --> 00:11:06,344 WHEN I GOT OUT, I WAS LIKE, I'M ON A STRAIGHT PATH, 186 00:11:06,344 --> 00:11:07,965 I'M GONNA STAY ON IT. 187 00:11:07,965 --> 00:11:10,344 BUT I WAS IN A WHEELCHAIR. 188 00:11:10,344 --> 00:11:11,724 I COULDN'T GO BACK TO MY PARENTS. 189 00:11:11,724 --> 00:11:15,413 I HAD TO GO LIVE IN A HANDICAP-ACCESSIBLE PLACE, 190 00:11:15,413 --> 00:11:17,965 YOU KNOW, AND DESIREé STAYED WITH MY PARENTS 191 00:11:17,965 --> 00:11:20,448 BECAUSE SHE WAS IN SCHOOL. 192 00:11:20,448 --> 00:11:21,655 I KINDA SHUT DOWN. 193 00:11:21,655 --> 00:11:23,482 I WAS DEPRESSED. 194 00:11:23,482 --> 00:11:26,896 I DEALT WITH IT WITH FOOD AND I JUST KEPT GAINING. 195 00:11:26,896 --> 00:11:30,931 WHEN I WAS 34, DESIREé MOVED IN WITH ME 196 00:11:30,931 --> 00:11:33,482 AND STARTED TO TAKE CARE OF ME. 197 00:11:33,482 --> 00:11:37,758 AT 37 YEARS OLD, I WEIGHED ABOUT 580 POUNDS 198 00:11:37,758 --> 00:11:42,172 AND I MET MY CURRENT HUSBAND, JUSTIN. 199 00:11:42,172 --> 00:11:45,896 I WAS ON A DATING SITE AND I GOT A MESSAGE, 200 00:11:45,896 --> 00:11:50,620 AND IT JUST SO HAPPENED TO BE THREE DAYS 201 00:11:50,620 --> 00:11:53,137 PRIOR TO LOSING MY FATHER. 202 00:11:53,137 --> 00:11:56,896 AND BECAUSE JUSTIN'S LOST HIS FATHER, 203 00:11:56,896 --> 00:12:00,862 WE BECAME FRIENDS IMMEDIATELY. 204 00:12:00,862 --> 00:12:02,517 Justin: WHEN I MET ANGELA FOR THE FIRST TIME, 205 00:12:02,517 --> 00:12:04,896 I WAS ATTRACTED BECAUSE OF HER PERSONALITY, 206 00:12:04,896 --> 00:12:08,206 HER HEART, JUST THE PERSON SHE WAS. 207 00:12:08,206 --> 00:12:09,655 I THOUGHT WE WAS GONNA BE FRIENDS. 208 00:12:09,655 --> 00:12:11,896 I DIDN'T EVER THINK WE WERE GONNA BE MARRIED. 209 00:12:11,896 --> 00:12:13,482 THINGS WENT ON, AND... 210 00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:16,862 HERE WE ARE A YEAR LATER, MARRIED. 211 00:12:16,862 --> 00:12:19,172 Angie: AND NOW I'M 39 YEARS OLD. 212 00:12:19,172 --> 00:12:21,551 I'M STILL CURRENTLY MARRIED. 213 00:12:21,551 --> 00:12:23,689 I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WEIGH. 214 00:12:23,689 --> 00:12:27,379 BUT I'M PROBABLY OVER 600 POUNDS. 215 00:12:27,379 --> 00:12:31,724 AND I KNOW THAT I'M AT A VERY BAD PLACE IN MY WEIGHT RIGHT NOW 216 00:12:31,724 --> 00:12:33,551 AND THAT I HAVE TO GET HELP, 217 00:12:33,551 --> 00:12:36,689 BUT THE PROBLEM IS THERE ARE ALMOST NO OPTIONS OUT THERE 218 00:12:36,689 --> 00:12:38,551 FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME. 219 00:12:38,551 --> 00:12:40,862 SO I CALLED DR. NOW A FEW DAYS AGO 220 00:12:40,862 --> 00:12:43,275 AND I GOT AN APPOINTMENT FOR NEXT WEEK, 221 00:12:43,275 --> 00:12:45,000 AND I'VE BEEN TALKING TO MY FAMILY 222 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:46,862 ABOUT THE IDEA OF ALL OF US MOVING, 223 00:12:46,862 --> 00:12:49,000 TO TRY AND GET THE HELP I NEED. 224 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:51,275 JUSTIN SAID HE'D DO IT FOR ME. 225 00:12:51,275 --> 00:12:56,310 THE ONLY ONE WHO ISN'T SURE YET IS DESIREé. 226 00:12:56,310 --> 00:13:00,068 MOSTLY, BECAUSE HER BOYFRIEND WILL DOESN'T WANT TO DO IT. 227 00:13:00,068 --> 00:13:01,965 BUT I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING IT WITH HER 228 00:13:01,965 --> 00:13:04,310 BECAUSE I HAVE TO HAVE AN ANSWER. 229 00:13:04,310 --> 00:13:05,896 SO WHEN SHE GETS DONE WITH ERRANDS 230 00:13:05,896 --> 00:13:07,103 AND GETTING THE GROCERIES, 231 00:13:07,103 --> 00:13:09,344 I'M GONNA TRY TO TALK TO HER AGAIN. 232 00:13:09,344 --> 00:13:11,655 BECAUSE THERE'S NO MORE TIME FOR HER TO STAY ON THE FENCE 233 00:13:11,655 --> 00:13:15,241 ABOUT IT, AND HONESTLY, I THINK SIDING WITH HER MOTHER 234 00:13:15,241 --> 00:13:20,034 AND SAVING ME WOULD BE THE OBVIOUS CHOICE. 235 00:13:20,034 --> 00:13:22,586 -DESIREé? -THAT'S EVERYTHING. 236 00:13:27,379 --> 00:13:30,517 SO, I NEED TO KNOW IF YOU'RE ON BOARD WITH GOING TO HOUSTON. 237 00:13:30,517 --> 00:13:33,103 BECAUSE YOUR BOYFRIEND IS GIVING ME ABOUT IT. 238 00:13:33,103 --> 00:13:33,931 WHAT'D HE DO? 239 00:13:33,931 --> 00:13:35,758 SO, I THINK THAT HE'S MAD 240 00:13:35,758 --> 00:13:38,103 FROM THE OTHER DAY WHEN THERE WAS A CONVERSATION 241 00:13:38,103 --> 00:13:41,827 THAT IF I WAS TO LOOK FOR A DOCTOR IN ANOTHER AREA, 242 00:13:41,827 --> 00:13:44,172 HE INSINUATED HE DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO COME TO HOUSTON 243 00:13:44,172 --> 00:13:45,620 SO I CAN GET THE HELP I NEED. 244 00:13:45,620 --> 00:13:48,482 SO ALL I SAID WAS, "HOW ABOUT, GET A LIFE," 245 00:13:48,482 --> 00:13:50,172 AND HE JUMPS UP, RUNS HIS MOUTH, 246 00:13:50,172 --> 00:13:52,344 COMES UP AND SAYS I'M A 247 00:13:52,344 --> 00:13:53,482 YOU THINK THAT'S NORMAL? 248 00:13:53,482 --> 00:13:56,275 AND SAID, "WHY DON'T YOU GET A LIFE?" 249 00:13:56,275 --> 00:13:57,586 Justin: HE SAID, "WE'RE ALL DOING THIS FOR YOU." 250 00:13:57,586 --> 00:14:00,103 AND, "WE'RE ALL DOING THIS FOR YOU, ANGELA." 251 00:14:00,103 --> 00:14:03,758 SO HE'S NOT GONNA BE LIVING HERE. 252 00:14:03,758 --> 00:14:06,137 SO YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE MY BOYFRIEND, 253 00:14:06,137 --> 00:14:08,620 MOVE TO TEXAS, AND BE OKAY WITH THAT? 254 00:14:08,620 --> 00:14:09,896 OH, HERE WE GO. DRAMAS. 255 00:14:09,896 --> 00:14:11,172 I MEAN, HOW AM I BEING DRAMATIC? 256 00:14:11,172 --> 00:14:13,241 BUT YOUR BOYFRIEND'S NOT GONNA BE DRAMATIC 257 00:14:13,241 --> 00:14:15,310 AND CALL ME A 258 00:14:15,310 --> 00:14:17,862 I-I HAVEN'T EVEN GOT TIME TO ADDRESS ANYTHING. 259 00:14:17,862 --> 00:14:19,103 I'M BEING... 260 00:14:19,103 --> 00:14:20,448 YEAH, THIS IS WHAT I KNEW WAS GONNA HAPPEN. 261 00:14:20,448 --> 00:14:21,862 I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO ADDRESS ANYTHING. 262 00:14:21,862 --> 00:14:24,103 I AM TIRED OF EVERY SINGLE TIME 263 00:14:24,103 --> 00:14:27,000 A LITTLE THING IS SAID AROUND HERE, 264 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:31,620 YOUR DRAMATIC BOYFRIEND GETS ESCALATED TO UP HERE. 265 00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:34,241 SO THEN, I'M IN THE POSITION TO PICK 266 00:14:34,241 --> 00:14:38,344 BETWEEN MY MOTHER OR MY BOYFRIEND AND MY CHILD. 267 00:14:38,344 --> 00:14:39,862 YOUR CHILD WOULD STILL BE HERE 268 00:14:39,862 --> 00:14:41,896 WITHOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND, JUST LIKE THE OTHER ONE WAS. 269 00:14:41,896 --> 00:14:43,206 THAT'S NOT RIGHT. 270 00:14:43,206 --> 00:14:44,655 WELL, YOU DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO. 271 00:14:44,655 --> 00:14:46,413 ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU KNOW THAT I'M GONNA PICK YOU. 272 00:14:46,413 --> 00:14:48,172 OKAY. IT'S NEVER ABOUT ME. 273 00:14:48,172 --> 00:14:51,275 IT'S NEVER BEEN ABOUT ME -- EVER. 274 00:14:51,275 --> 00:14:53,655 YOU GUYS HAVE LIVED WITH ME FOREVER. 275 00:14:53,655 --> 00:14:55,172 I TAKE CARE OF YOU. 276 00:14:55,172 --> 00:14:59,034 I ASK FOR ONE THING. ONE THING. 277 00:14:59,034 --> 00:15:00,862 IT'S NOT MY FAULT WILL SAID SOME STUPID 278 00:15:00,862 --> 00:15:03,172 AND IT CAN'T BE SOMETHING SIMPLE. 279 00:15:03,172 --> 00:15:06,586 I CAN'T RELY ON NOBODY, BUT EVERYBODY RELIES ON ME. 280 00:15:06,586 --> 00:15:08,965 -I'M NOT SAYING I'M NOT GOING. -I'M TIRED, I'M TIRED. 281 00:15:08,965 --> 00:15:10,827 -I'M NOT SAYING I'M NOT GOING. -I KNEW THIS WAS STUPID. 282 00:15:10,827 --> 00:15:13,379 I'VE BEEN ON BOARD SINCE DAY ONE. 283 00:15:13,379 --> 00:15:15,068 YEAH, SO YOU CAN... 284 00:15:15,068 --> 00:15:16,689 YEAH, YOU WERE ON BOARD BEFORE, TOO, 285 00:15:16,689 --> 00:15:18,310 AND BECAUSE OF DAISY, YOU DIDN'T GO. 286 00:15:18,310 --> 00:15:20,620 AND NOW I DON'T HAVE A REASON TO BE HERE. 287 00:15:20,620 --> 00:15:22,482 EXCEPT FOR YOU'RE KNOCKED UP AGAIN. 288 00:15:22,482 --> 00:15:23,931 YEAH. 289 00:15:26,551 --> 00:15:29,896 Angie: I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING. 290 00:15:29,896 --> 00:15:32,620 FOR ME TO HAVE TO CONVINCE MY DAUGHTER TO DO THIS 291 00:15:32,620 --> 00:15:37,137 TO SAVE HER MOTHER'S LIFE JUST DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME, 292 00:15:37,137 --> 00:15:39,241 AND I'M REALLY HURT BY THAT. 293 00:15:39,241 --> 00:15:42,344 BECAUSE IF I DON'T FIND A WAY TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS, 294 00:15:42,344 --> 00:15:44,586 THEN THE ONLY OPTION I HAVE LEFT 295 00:15:44,586 --> 00:15:47,310 IS TO GIVE UP AND JUST WAIT TO DIE. 296 00:15:58,310 --> 00:16:00,689 Desireé: DUDE, I CANNOT PHYSICALLY DO THIS. 297 00:16:00,689 --> 00:16:03,689 I CANNOT MENTALLY DO THIS. 298 00:16:03,689 --> 00:16:05,344 I REALLY CAN'T. 299 00:16:05,344 --> 00:16:08,827 IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, THEN GO AHEAD, DUDE. 300 00:16:08,827 --> 00:16:12,000 I AM NOT TELLING YOU TO LEAVE. GET OUT OF MY FACE. 301 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:18,862 Angie: I'M REAL UPSET AT DESIREé AND HER BOYFRIEND WILL, 302 00:16:18,862 --> 00:16:21,206 AND MY WHOLE SITUATION. 303 00:16:21,206 --> 00:16:22,931 I'VE DECIDED TO TRY TO GET HELP, 304 00:16:22,931 --> 00:16:25,620 AND I WANT MY FAMILY AND ME TO MOVE TO HOUSTON 305 00:16:25,620 --> 00:16:27,758 SO I CAN DO THAT BY SEEING DR. NOW 306 00:16:27,758 --> 00:16:30,034 AND TRYING TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 307 00:16:30,034 --> 00:16:32,758 BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HAVING TO FIGHT MY OWN DAUGHTER 308 00:16:32,758 --> 00:16:36,689 TO SUPPORT ME AND DO THIS TO HELP SAVE MY LIFE. 309 00:16:36,689 --> 00:16:40,931 I EVEN HAVE TO ASK HER TO CHOOSE BETWEEN WHAT HER BOYFRIEND WANTS 310 00:16:40,931 --> 00:16:44,275 AND WHAT HER MOTHER NEEDS TO LIVE. 311 00:16:44,275 --> 00:16:49,206 SHE'S GONNA COST ME MY LIFE. 312 00:16:49,206 --> 00:16:51,137 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ONE ON ONE. 313 00:16:51,137 --> 00:16:53,034 BECAUSE YOUR BOYFRIEND WAS A TO ME 314 00:16:53,034 --> 00:16:56,206 AND I REACTED IN A WAY ANY NORMAL PERSON WOULD? 315 00:16:56,206 --> 00:16:58,620 I'M NOT SAYING THAT IT WAS ANYWHERE NEAR 316 00:16:58,620 --> 00:17:01,655 OKAY FOR HIM TO SPEAK TO YOU LIKE THAT. 317 00:17:01,655 --> 00:17:03,448 SO WHY ARE YOU CRYING? 318 00:17:03,448 --> 00:17:05,379 I'M EMOTIONAL! 319 00:17:05,379 --> 00:17:06,689 OKAY. 320 00:17:06,689 --> 00:17:08,034 SO, WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? 321 00:17:08,034 --> 00:17:09,172 YOU'RE UPSET BECAUSE YOU KNOW 322 00:17:09,172 --> 00:17:11,551 THAT I'M NOT GONNA LET WILL STAY HERE? 323 00:17:11,551 --> 00:17:13,206 THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE UPSET ABOUT? 324 00:17:13,206 --> 00:17:13,965 YEAH. 325 00:17:13,965 --> 00:17:15,241 WHY? 326 00:17:15,241 --> 00:17:18,689 BECAUSE HE'S THE FATHER OF MY CHILD AND WE'RE TOGETHER. 327 00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:21,310 AND YOU WANT ME TO MOVE 19 HOURS AWAY. 328 00:17:21,310 --> 00:17:23,758 OKAY, WE'RE NOT -- THAT'S NOT A TOPIC RIGHT NOW. 329 00:17:23,758 --> 00:17:25,724 WE'RE TALKING ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND 330 00:17:25,724 --> 00:17:28,137 DISRESPECTED ME, PERIOD. 331 00:17:28,137 --> 00:17:29,931 AND THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME. 332 00:17:29,931 --> 00:17:32,310 IT'S NOT OKAY FOR HIM TO TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT. 333 00:17:32,310 --> 00:17:33,689 I'M NOT SAYING IT IS. 334 00:17:33,689 --> 00:17:35,689 I'M NOT SAYING THAT I'M CHOOSING HIM OVER YOU. 335 00:17:35,689 --> 00:17:39,344 I'M SAYING I'M CHOOSING YOU OVER HIM, AND IT HURTS ME. 336 00:17:39,344 --> 00:17:40,620 IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO HURT ME. 337 00:17:40,620 --> 00:17:43,241 THAT'S LIKE ME SAYING "IT'S ME OR JUSTIN." 338 00:17:43,241 --> 00:17:48,379 AND I WOULDN'T EVEN DROP A TEAR FOR THAT DECISION. 339 00:17:48,379 --> 00:17:51,137 BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS IS GOING TO BE RESOLVED 340 00:17:51,137 --> 00:17:52,482 IN FIVE MINUTES. 341 00:17:52,482 --> 00:17:53,793 YEAH, I DON'T EITHER. 342 00:17:53,793 --> 00:17:55,827 SO WE'RE GONNA GO TO SARA'S FOR THE NIGHT 343 00:17:55,827 --> 00:17:58,551 SO EVERYBODY CAN COOL DOWN, AND WE'LL BE HOME TOMORROW. 344 00:17:58,551 --> 00:18:01,551 AND I'LL TALK TO YOU. 345 00:18:03,379 --> 00:18:05,758 COME HERE. 346 00:18:05,758 --> 00:18:09,275 COME HERE. 347 00:18:09,275 --> 00:18:12,551 Desireé: YOU COULD BE HEALTHY A HORSE AND STILL DIE THE NEXT DAY. 348 00:18:12,551 --> 00:18:14,034 YOU NEVER KNOW, AND YOU... 349 00:18:14,034 --> 00:18:16,103 NO ONE'S PROMISED TOMORROW. 350 00:18:16,103 --> 00:18:18,965 SO I ALWAYS MAKE SURE THAT WE RESOLVE CONFLICTS 351 00:18:18,965 --> 00:18:21,827 AND LET EACH OTHER KNOW THAT WE LOVE EACH OTHER 352 00:18:21,827 --> 00:18:23,344 AT THE END OF THE DAY. 353 00:18:23,344 --> 00:18:24,689 THAT'S A BIG THING FOR ME 354 00:18:24,689 --> 00:18:26,896 BECAUSE I CERTAINLY DON'T WANT HER TO PASS AWAY 355 00:18:26,896 --> 00:18:29,724 AND OUR LAST WORDS TO BE SOMETHING FOUL. 356 00:18:29,724 --> 00:18:33,827 YOU'RE HOT. 357 00:18:33,827 --> 00:18:36,896 Angie: NONE OF US LIKE THE SITUATION. 358 00:18:36,896 --> 00:18:39,310 I MEAN, I ASSUME THAT IT'S HARD FOR DESIREé 359 00:18:39,310 --> 00:18:41,413 TO HAVE TO BE PUT IN A POSITION 360 00:18:41,413 --> 00:18:43,586 WHERE SHE POSSIBLY HAS TO CHOOSE BETWEEN HER MOM 361 00:18:43,586 --> 00:18:48,931 AND HER SOON-TO-BE-BORN BABY'S DAD. 362 00:18:48,931 --> 00:18:51,000 I FEEL BAD FOR HER. I DO. 363 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,551 BECAUSE WILL'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER. 364 00:18:53,551 --> 00:18:55,793 I DON'T WANT HER TO FEEL LIKE SHE DOES 365 00:18:55,793 --> 00:18:59,172 WITH DAISY, WITH NO FATHER. 366 00:18:59,172 --> 00:19:02,586 I MEAN, SHE WANTS TO KEEP THIS BABY, 367 00:19:02,586 --> 00:19:07,965 AGAINST ALL BETTER JUDGEMENT. 368 00:19:07,965 --> 00:19:10,862 BUT I DID THE SAME THING, SO I GET IT. 369 00:19:10,862 --> 00:19:14,448 I MEAN, I WANT WILL TO STEP UP AND BE EVERYTHING 370 00:19:14,448 --> 00:19:17,068 THAT SHE WANTS OR THINKS THAT HE IS. 371 00:19:20,827 --> 00:19:22,931 FOOD IS THE ONLY THING THAT HELPS ME DEAL 372 00:19:22,931 --> 00:19:25,551 WITH ALL THE STUFF LIKE THIS, 373 00:19:25,551 --> 00:19:29,482 AND THE THINGS I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH. 374 00:19:29,482 --> 00:19:34,448 I WISH I HADN'T LET THINGS GET THIS BAD, BUT THEY ARE. 375 00:19:34,448 --> 00:19:39,482 AND I KNOW I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, AND IF I DON'T, 376 00:19:39,482 --> 00:19:41,724 I'M JUST NOT GONNA BE ALIVE MUCH LONGER. 377 00:19:56,965 --> 00:19:59,965 ME AND DESIREé TALKED THINGS OVER SOME MORE, 378 00:19:59,965 --> 00:20:02,655 AND AFTER WE HAD SOME TIME TO COOL DOWN, 379 00:20:02,655 --> 00:20:05,758 MY WHOLE FAMILY WORKED OUT A COMPROMISE. 380 00:20:05,758 --> 00:20:09,034 WHAT WE ALL AGREED TO WAS TO GO DOWN TO HOUSTON TOGETHER 381 00:20:09,034 --> 00:20:11,275 AND SEE HOW THE APPOINTMENT GOES WITH DR. NOW 382 00:20:11,275 --> 00:20:14,206 AND IF HE'S GONNA HELP ME. 383 00:20:14,206 --> 00:20:17,103 BUT I DON'T WANT WILL GOING WITH US ON THIS TRIP, 384 00:20:17,103 --> 00:20:19,827 SO HE'S STAYING HERE. 385 00:20:19,827 --> 00:20:22,241 SO IF DR. NOW'S WILLING TO HELP ME, 386 00:20:22,241 --> 00:20:24,413 THEN WE'LL ALL MOVE DOWN TOGETHER. 387 00:20:24,413 --> 00:20:27,275 AND THAT MAKES SENSE AND WORKS FOR ME. 388 00:20:35,413 --> 00:20:36,793 YEP. 389 00:20:36,793 --> 00:20:40,655 DESIREé. 390 00:20:40,655 --> 00:20:42,793 SO, YOU HAVE, UH... 391 00:20:42,793 --> 00:20:45,793 YOUR BAG, THE BATHING STUFF... 392 00:20:45,793 --> 00:20:46,758 MM-HMM. 393 00:20:46,758 --> 00:20:48,206 ...MY BLANKET, PILLOWS... 394 00:20:48,206 --> 00:20:49,517 -YEP. -OKAY. 395 00:20:49,517 --> 00:20:50,965 YOUR GRANDMA'S COMING. 396 00:20:50,965 --> 00:20:55,689 SHE SHOULD BE HERE ANY TIME TO WATCH DAISY, HOLD THE FORT DOWN. 397 00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,000 THAT'S IT. 398 00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:59,413 ALL RIGHT. I GUESS WE'RE READY TO DO THIS. 399 00:21:02,862 --> 00:21:04,379 HELLO, HELLO. 400 00:21:04,379 --> 00:21:06,000 -HI. -HELLO. 401 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:09,931 HOW ARE YOU? 402 00:21:09,931 --> 00:21:13,172 I LOVE YOU, TOO. 403 00:21:13,172 --> 00:21:14,448 EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE OKAY. 404 00:21:14,448 --> 00:21:16,344 I KNOW. 405 00:21:16,344 --> 00:21:18,068 Desireé: MOMMY'S GOTTA LEAVE. 406 00:21:18,068 --> 00:21:19,896 HEY, DAISY. COME HERE, BABY. 407 00:21:19,896 --> 00:21:22,241 YOU BE GOOD FOR GRANDMA, OKAY? 408 00:21:22,241 --> 00:21:23,551 MOMMY WILL CALL YOU EVERY DAY. 409 00:21:23,551 --> 00:21:24,896 COME HERE, BABY GIRL. 410 00:21:24,896 --> 00:21:27,068 Angie: ARE WE GOING? ARE WE READY? 411 00:21:27,068 --> 00:21:29,482 THIS ROAD TRIP IS GONNA TAKE ABOUT THREE DAYS 412 00:21:29,482 --> 00:21:32,586 TO GET TO HOUSTON, SO I'M WORRIED 413 00:21:32,586 --> 00:21:35,931 IF I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO HANDLE BEING IN THE VEHICLE THAT LONG. 414 00:21:40,758 --> 00:21:43,344 COME AND GIVE ME A HUG AND A KISS, BABY. 415 00:21:43,344 --> 00:21:44,620 BE GOOD, OKAY? 416 00:21:44,620 --> 00:21:46,724 GIVE NANA HUGS. 417 00:21:46,724 --> 00:21:49,517 I LOVE YOU. 418 00:21:49,517 --> 00:21:52,379 SHE LOVES YOU, NANA. 419 00:21:55,758 --> 00:21:58,137 -ARE WE READY? -YEAH. 420 00:21:58,137 --> 00:22:00,655 Desireé: THIS ROAD TRIP IS GONNA BE REALLY STRESSFUL ON MY MOM, 421 00:22:00,655 --> 00:22:02,896 SO I'M A BIT NERVOUS ABOUT IT, 422 00:22:02,896 --> 00:22:05,517 BUT IT'S GONNA BE WORTH IT, 423 00:22:05,517 --> 00:22:08,758 BECAUSE IT'S PRETTY MUCH HER LAST CHANCE. 424 00:22:08,758 --> 00:22:11,275 I KNOW THAT SHE WANTS TO DO BETTER AND BE BETTER, 425 00:22:11,275 --> 00:22:14,241 AND I FEEL LIKE IF IT DOESN'T HAPPEN NOW, 426 00:22:14,241 --> 00:22:17,413 THEN SHE COULD ULTIMATELY DIE. 427 00:22:17,413 --> 00:22:20,413 Angie: 428 00:22:20,413 --> 00:22:22,551 EVERYTHING IS RIDING ON THIS TRIP. 429 00:22:22,551 --> 00:22:24,034 I'M RIGHT HERE, MOM. 430 00:22:24,034 --> 00:22:27,724 I JUST HOPE THAT THIS WORKS AND THAT I GET DR. NOW'S HELP, 431 00:22:27,724 --> 00:22:29,482 BECAUSE IF I DON'T, 432 00:22:29,482 --> 00:22:32,689 THEN NOT ONLY WILL MY FAMILY AND ME HAVE GONE THROUGH HELL, 433 00:22:32,689 --> 00:22:37,275 BUT IT'LL MEAN I DON'T HAVE ANY OPTIONS TO SAVE MY LIFE. 434 00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:51,724 Angie: MY APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW IS IN FOUR DAYS, 435 00:22:51,724 --> 00:22:54,827 AND THAT SHOULD BE MORE THAN ENOUGH TIME FOR US TO GET THERE, 436 00:22:54,827 --> 00:22:59,034 BECAUSE THIS DRIVE TO HOUSTON IS A 20-HOUR TRIP. 437 00:22:59,034 --> 00:23:01,862 BUT I KNOW THERE'S NO WAY I CAN GO THAT LONG, 438 00:23:01,862 --> 00:23:05,275 SO WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO BREAK IT UP OVER A FEW DAYS. 439 00:23:05,275 --> 00:23:06,758 BUT I'M GONNA TRY TO PUSH MYSELF 440 00:23:06,758 --> 00:23:09,965 TO GO AT LEAST SIX OR SEVEN HOURS A DAY. 441 00:23:09,965 --> 00:23:13,275 BUT RIGHT NOW, WE'VE BEEN ON THE ROAD FOR FOUR HOURS, 442 00:23:13,275 --> 00:23:15,344 AND I'M DONE. 443 00:23:15,344 --> 00:23:17,517 AND I'M SO HUNGRY. 444 00:23:17,517 --> 00:23:20,448 LOOK. THERE'S FOOD OFF THIS EXIT. 445 00:23:20,448 --> 00:23:23,206 Justin: OKAY. 446 00:23:23,206 --> 00:23:27,620 SO WE'RE GONNA STOP SO I CAN REST AND EAT. 447 00:23:27,620 --> 00:23:29,586 WHAT DO YOU WANT, DESI? DO YOU KNOW? 448 00:23:29,586 --> 00:23:31,793 -I DON'T. -CAN I HELP YOU? 449 00:23:31,793 --> 00:23:35,344 I WANT A SANDWICH WITH CHEESE, MINUS ONION, EXTRA PICKLES. 450 00:23:35,344 --> 00:23:37,965 -ALL RIGHT. -AND THEN A REGULAR CHICKEN. 451 00:23:37,965 --> 00:23:39,206 AND THREE FRIES. 452 00:23:39,206 --> 00:23:40,931 -ALL RIGHT. SECOND WINDOW. -OKAY. 453 00:23:40,931 --> 00:23:43,689 -THANK YOU. -THANK YOU. 454 00:23:43,689 --> 00:23:46,896 -HAVE A NICE DAY. -YOU, TOO. 455 00:23:46,896 --> 00:23:49,931 I'M AGGRAVATED. 456 00:23:49,931 --> 00:23:53,758 AND I'M STARVING. 457 00:23:53,758 --> 00:23:56,379 -ALL RIGHT. -OW! 458 00:23:56,379 --> 00:24:00,655 WHY YOU DON'T LEARN HOW TO DRIVE OR SOMETHING, GUY? 459 00:24:00,655 --> 00:24:04,172 I HOPE MY NEXT HUSBAND KNOWS HOW TO DRIVE BETTER. 460 00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,172 DESIREé DOESN'T THINK JUSTIN'S GOOD FOR ME. 461 00:24:09,172 --> 00:24:11,137 SHE DOESN'T THINK HE'S GOOD ENOUGH. 462 00:24:11,137 --> 00:24:12,965 SHE THINKS HE USES ME. 463 00:24:12,965 --> 00:24:16,655 I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE'S USING ME FOR, BUT I DON'T KNOW. 464 00:24:16,655 --> 00:24:21,241 WE HAVE SOME ISSUES THAT NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE OF. 465 00:24:21,241 --> 00:24:23,793 JUSTIN, GO IN AND FIND OUT WHERE OUR ROOM IS. 466 00:24:23,793 --> 00:24:28,448 HANG ON. 467 00:24:28,448 --> 00:24:29,827 WHOSE NAME IS IT UNDER? 468 00:24:29,827 --> 00:24:31,793 IT'S ON YOURS. DIDN'T I JUST SAY THAT? 469 00:24:31,793 --> 00:24:33,655 TAKE YOUR I.D. IN AND GO. 470 00:24:33,655 --> 00:24:37,517 NO, YOU DIDN'T SAY THAT. 471 00:24:37,517 --> 00:24:39,517 IT'S KIND OF A HARD TIME TO FOCUS ON OUR MARRIAGE 472 00:24:39,517 --> 00:24:41,344 WHEN I'M TRYING TO FOCUS ON ME. 473 00:24:41,344 --> 00:24:43,758 SO, I'VE BEEN FOCUSING ON EVERYBODY ELSE FOR A LONG TIME. 474 00:24:43,758 --> 00:24:47,896 IT'S KIND OF THE REASON THAT I AM THE WEIGHT THAT I AM. 475 00:24:47,896 --> 00:24:50,551 I'VE ALWAYS LET PEOPLE DUMP ON ME, FOR YEARS, 476 00:24:50,551 --> 00:24:51,965 AND I'M JUST LIKE, NUMB. 477 00:24:51,965 --> 00:24:53,551 AND I WANT TO WORK ON ME. 478 00:24:53,551 --> 00:24:54,965 IF HE'S THERE AT THE END, HE'S THERE. 479 00:24:54,965 --> 00:24:56,586 IF NOT... 480 00:24:56,586 --> 00:24:59,620 I DON'T KNOW. 481 00:24:59,620 --> 00:25:01,551 -WHERE'S OUR ROOM AT? -RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER. 482 00:25:01,551 --> 00:25:04,896 126. 483 00:25:04,896 --> 00:25:06,862 WHERE IS IT AT? DID THEY TELL YOU? 484 00:25:06,862 --> 00:25:08,241 SHE SAID AROUND THE CORNER. 485 00:25:08,241 --> 00:25:11,931 HOW AM I GONNA GET OVER THERE, DUDE? 486 00:25:14,517 --> 00:25:16,793 GO OUT THERE, DESI, AND DO IT. 487 00:25:16,793 --> 00:25:18,310 WE NEED MY WALKER. 488 00:25:18,310 --> 00:25:21,000 I'M NOT SURE WHAT YOU'RE DOING. 489 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:25,103 JUST MOSEYING AROUND, DOING WHATEVER HE WANTS. 490 00:25:25,103 --> 00:25:28,379 I'M WAITING FOR JUSTIN SO HE CAN HELP ME. 491 00:25:28,379 --> 00:25:31,206 IT'S NEVER JUST ME GETTING IN THE CAR AND GOING. 492 00:25:31,206 --> 00:25:34,793 ANYTHING THAT I DO, ANYWHERE THAT I GO, IT'S ME, 493 00:25:34,793 --> 00:25:36,517 MY WHEELCHAIR, MY WALKER -- WHERE ARE THEY GONNA GO? 494 00:25:36,517 --> 00:25:37,965 WHO'S GONNA SIT WHERE? 495 00:25:37,965 --> 00:25:40,517 IT'S NEVER AN EASY THING. 496 00:25:40,517 --> 00:25:44,379 AND THIS IS NOT EASY TIMES A THOUSAND. 497 00:25:44,379 --> 00:25:48,000 YEAH, I'M PROBABLY NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO WALK UP ON THIS. 498 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,931 READY? ONE, TWO, THREE. 499 00:25:51,931 --> 00:25:57,379 -HERE WE GO. -WHOA! 500 00:25:57,379 --> 00:26:02,068 A LOT OF HOTELS ONLY HAVE ONE OR TWO HANDICAP-ACCESSIBLE ROOMS. 501 00:26:02,068 --> 00:26:07,034 I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE CHANCES OF ME GETTING ONE. 502 00:26:07,034 --> 00:26:08,413 I THINK I'M GONNA PICK THE NEXT ROOM 503 00:26:08,413 --> 00:26:12,000 BECAUSE I'M NOT GONNA BE CRAMMED IN A ROOM LIKE THIS. 504 00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:14,275 I'M CLAUSTROPHOBIC. 505 00:26:14,275 --> 00:26:17,758 WE ABOUT TO EAT? LET'S GET OUR FOOD. 506 00:26:17,758 --> 00:26:20,275 IT'S OVERWHELMING, EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON RIGHT NOW. 507 00:26:20,275 --> 00:26:21,965 I KNOW I HAVE TO DIET. 508 00:26:21,965 --> 00:26:27,103 BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M STARVING, AND I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER. 509 00:26:27,103 --> 00:26:29,517 THAT'S THE ROAD WE'RE ON. 510 00:26:29,517 --> 00:26:31,758 EVERYTHING IS RIDING ON THIS TRIP. 511 00:26:31,758 --> 00:26:34,827 GETTING AN APPROVAL FROM THE SURGEON 512 00:26:34,827 --> 00:26:37,241 IS MAKE-OR-BREAK FOR MY LIFE. 513 00:26:37,241 --> 00:26:40,000 I WOULD BE DEVASTATED IF HE TOLD ME NO. 514 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,137 BUT I DON'T THINK HE'S GOING TO. 515 00:26:49,137 --> 00:26:52,103 IT'S BEEN A DAY SINCE WE LEFT HOME, AND TODAY, 516 00:26:52,103 --> 00:26:53,931 I KNOW I NEED TO GO LONGER 517 00:26:53,931 --> 00:26:56,793 IF WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT TO HOUSTON LIKE WE NEED. 518 00:26:56,793 --> 00:26:59,275 AND I'M GONNA DO MY BEST TO TRY. 519 00:26:59,275 --> 00:27:02,655 WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, I WAS VERY SORE. 520 00:27:02,655 --> 00:27:04,758 EVERYTHING IN MY BODY HURT. 521 00:27:04,758 --> 00:27:07,827 I HOPE WE GET A BETTER ROOM TONIGHT, 522 00:27:07,827 --> 00:27:13,793 BECAUSE THAT ROOM WAS DEFINITELY NOT SOMETHING FOR ME. 523 00:27:13,793 --> 00:27:16,793 I AM VERY ANXIOUS TO GET THE DRIVE OVER. 524 00:27:16,793 --> 00:27:19,896 I'D LIKE TO BE HALFWAY TO TEXAS TODAY. 525 00:27:23,931 --> 00:27:25,689 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO PULL UP TO THE FRONT, BABE, 526 00:27:25,689 --> 00:27:27,827 UNDERNEATH THAT AWNING. 527 00:27:27,827 --> 00:27:30,275 THEY MIGHT HAVE CARTS SO YOU CAN PUT THE STUFF ON, TOO, 528 00:27:30,275 --> 00:27:34,206 WHENEVER YOU COME OUT. THEY DO. RIGHT THERE. 529 00:27:34,206 --> 00:27:37,689 IT'S THE END OF OUR SECOND DAY OF DRIVING. 530 00:27:37,689 --> 00:27:42,172 WE ARE IN TENNESSEE AT A HOTEL. 531 00:27:42,172 --> 00:27:45,896 BEING IN THE CAR FOR THAT LONG, IT'S WEARING ON ME. 532 00:27:45,896 --> 00:27:48,827 I'M TIRED, AND MY LEGS ARE SORE. 533 00:27:48,827 --> 00:27:54,068 MY BACK'S SORE, AND I AM FRUSTRATED. 534 00:27:54,068 --> 00:27:55,827 I HOPE AFTER A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP TONIGHT, 535 00:27:55,827 --> 00:27:58,758 I'LL BE READY TO DO THIS ALL OVER AGAIN TOMORROW. 536 00:27:58,758 --> 00:28:03,551 HOPEFULLY WITH BETTER SPIRITS. 537 00:28:03,551 --> 00:28:04,862 IS IT COMFORTABLE? 538 00:28:04,862 --> 00:28:06,448 IT SURE IS. 539 00:28:06,448 --> 00:28:07,586 OKAY. SO... 540 00:28:07,586 --> 00:28:08,931 PLAN. 541 00:28:08,931 --> 00:28:10,310 WELL, ME AND DESIREé ALREADY KINDA HAVE 542 00:28:10,310 --> 00:28:11,758 A LITTLE BIT OF A PLAN. 543 00:28:11,758 --> 00:28:13,827 I'M GONNA FIND OUT A STORE FOR YOU, 544 00:28:13,827 --> 00:28:15,068 AND YOU CAN GO TO THE STORE. 545 00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:16,551 RIGHT. YOU BETTER MAKE SURE IT'S CLOSE TO HERE, 546 00:28:16,551 --> 00:28:18,655 'CAUSE I'M NOT GETTING LOST IN HERE. 547 00:28:18,655 --> 00:28:19,965 AND I AIN'T SEEN NOTHING CLOSE. 548 00:28:19,965 --> 00:28:22,517 OKAY, FIRST OF ALL, YOU CAN QUIT CUSSING AT ME. 549 00:28:22,517 --> 00:28:23,689 THAT'S WHERE WE CAN START AT. 550 00:28:23,689 --> 00:28:25,896 YOU CAN QUIT CUSSING AT ME. 551 00:28:25,896 --> 00:28:28,241 SECONDLY, I'M GONNA GOOGLE FOR A STORE 552 00:28:28,241 --> 00:28:29,689 AND YOU'RE GONNA GO TO THE STORE. 553 00:28:29,689 --> 00:28:31,448 IF IT'S NOT CLOSE, I'M NOT GOING. 554 00:28:31,448 --> 00:28:32,586 WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO EAT? 555 00:28:32,586 --> 00:28:34,137 WHAT THE ARE YOU, EINSTEIN? 556 00:28:34,137 --> 00:28:36,241 ...THE STORE SO I CAN SEE HOW FAR IT IS AND WHERE I GOT TO GO. 557 00:28:36,241 --> 00:28:37,689 NO, IT'S THE POINT OF YOUR ATTITUDE. 558 00:28:37,689 --> 00:28:39,931 YOU'VE HAD AN ATTITUDE SINCE WE LEFT HOME, 559 00:28:39,931 --> 00:28:41,137 AND YOU CAN GO BACK HOME 560 00:28:41,137 --> 00:28:44,241 AND I'LL HAVE MY BROTHER COME HERE, BELIEVE THAT. 561 00:28:44,241 --> 00:28:47,068 AND GET YOU AND GO TO YOUR MAMA'S HOUSE, 562 00:28:47,068 --> 00:28:49,275 'CAUSE I'M SICK OF YOUR ATTITUDE. 563 00:28:49,275 --> 00:28:54,965 I DON'T WANT YOU AND I DON'T NEED YOU. 564 00:28:54,965 --> 00:28:57,482 I GUESS I'M SEEING MAYBE THIS ISN'T SOMETHING 565 00:28:57,482 --> 00:28:58,931 HE REALLY WANTS TO DO, 566 00:28:58,931 --> 00:29:01,793 'CAUSE HE'S HAD AN ATTITUDE SINCE WE LEFT THE HOUSE. 567 00:29:01,793 --> 00:29:04,000 HE PROBABLY DOESN'T EVEN REALLY WANT TO BE DOING THIS TRIP, 568 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,965 BUT HE HOLDS IT IN AND THEN IT ALL COMES OUT OVER SOME STUPID, 569 00:29:06,965 --> 00:29:09,655 LIKE, STORE TRIP. 570 00:29:09,655 --> 00:29:11,206 I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN. 571 00:29:11,206 --> 00:29:13,172 I KNEW IT. 572 00:29:13,172 --> 00:29:14,689 KNEW WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN? 573 00:29:14,689 --> 00:29:16,689 YOU. YOU'RE PATHETIC. YOU. 574 00:29:16,689 --> 00:29:18,551 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DRIVE TO STORE THAT I DON'T... 575 00:29:18,551 --> 00:29:20,344 I'M IN A CITY I DON'T KNOW ABOUT, 576 00:29:20,344 --> 00:29:21,551 AND YOU WANT ME TO DRIVE AROUND TO STORES? 577 00:29:21,551 --> 00:29:22,758 YOU'RE PATHETIC. YOU'RE PATHETIC. YOU'RE PATHETIC. 578 00:29:22,758 --> 00:29:24,655 BUT THAT'S PATHETIC 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GET LOST? 579 00:29:24,655 --> 00:29:26,689 WASTE OF LIFE. LOSER. 580 00:29:26,689 --> 00:29:28,275 YOU SHOULDN'T EVEN BE AROUND ME ANYWAYS. 581 00:29:28,275 --> 00:29:29,965 THAT'S ALL YOU ARE IS A LOSER. 582 00:29:29,965 --> 00:29:32,241 YOU FRICKIN' PUT ON A SHOW FOR PEOPLE. 583 00:29:32,241 --> 00:29:34,275 YOU'RE FAKE AS 584 00:29:34,275 --> 00:29:35,275 NO, YOU ARE. 585 00:29:35,275 --> 00:29:37,034 YOU'RE A FAKE PIECE OF 586 00:29:37,034 --> 00:29:38,379 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GO TO A STORE 587 00:29:38,379 --> 00:29:39,586 THAT I DON'T KNOW ABOUT? 588 00:29:39,586 --> 00:29:41,275 WHATEVER. I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING 589 00:29:41,275 --> 00:29:43,413 BUT YOU'RE GETTIN' UP OUT OF THIS ROOM. 590 00:29:43,413 --> 00:29:44,862 THIS ROOM'S IN MY NAME. 591 00:29:44,862 --> 00:29:47,379 PSH. THAT'LL BE CHANGED REAL QUICK, GUY. 592 00:29:50,137 --> 00:29:52,310 THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON, SOMETHING MORE. 593 00:29:52,310 --> 00:29:54,206 I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS. 594 00:29:54,206 --> 00:29:58,068 I THINK HE'S HAVING DOPE FITS, IF YOU ASK ME. 595 00:29:58,068 --> 00:30:00,413 MY DAUGHTER IS THE ONE THAT ASSISTS ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. 596 00:30:00,413 --> 00:30:02,068 HE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING. 597 00:30:02,068 --> 00:30:04,448 HE'S JUST THERE. 598 00:30:04,448 --> 00:30:08,551 THAT'S MY SUPPORT GROUP -- MY DAUGHTER. 599 00:30:08,551 --> 00:30:12,931 HE'S JUST CONVENIENT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE HE'S DRIVING. 600 00:30:12,931 --> 00:30:14,931 HE'S NOT MY SUPPORT GROUP. 601 00:30:14,931 --> 00:30:18,172 I'M GOING FORWARD WITH OR WITHOUT HIM, AND HE KNOWS THAT. 602 00:30:18,172 --> 00:30:21,482 WHETHER WE GET A DIVORCE, WHETHER WE SPLIT UP... 603 00:30:21,482 --> 00:30:23,551 HE DOESN'T REALLY HAVE MUCH CHOICE. 604 00:30:33,103 --> 00:30:36,172 WHEW. 605 00:30:36,172 --> 00:30:39,103 TODAY, I'M AT THE CLINIC TO SEE DR. NOWZARADAN 606 00:30:39,103 --> 00:30:40,517 FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT, 607 00:30:40,517 --> 00:30:44,241 IN HOPES THAT I GET APPROVED FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 608 00:30:44,241 --> 00:30:47,724 THIS JOURNEY WAS HARDER THAN I ANTICIPATED. 609 00:30:47,724 --> 00:30:50,344 MY LEGS ARE SWOLLEN. MY FEET ARE SWOLLEN. 610 00:30:50,344 --> 00:30:53,724 EVERYTHING HURTS. 611 00:30:53,724 --> 00:30:57,586 ANGELA JOHNS? 612 00:30:57,586 --> 00:31:00,862 I'M NERVOUS DR. NOW WON'T ACCEPT ME AS HIS PATIENT 613 00:31:00,862 --> 00:31:03,172 BECAUSE I'M TOO HEAVY. 614 00:31:03,172 --> 00:31:06,413 I'M SCARED OF FINDING OUT WHAT MY WEIGHT REALLY IS. 615 00:31:06,413 --> 00:31:10,379 IF I'M 600 POUNDS, I'LL PROBABLY BE VERY UPSET. 616 00:31:10,379 --> 00:31:12,586 'CAUSE I'VE NEVER SEEN THAT NUMBER BEFORE. 617 00:31:18,206 --> 00:31:20,448 HOLY 618 00:31:25,275 --> 00:31:27,793 QUIT BEING SPAGHETTI ARMS WHEN I NEED YOU, DUDE. 619 00:31:27,793 --> 00:31:33,172 Justin: I'M NOT. 620 00:31:33,172 --> 00:31:36,241 THAT'S A LITTLE BIT OF A SHOCK. 621 00:31:36,241 --> 00:31:39,275 IT'S A LOT, AND IT JUST BECAME REAL. 622 00:31:39,275 --> 00:31:42,448 I JUST REALIZED THAT I AM 39 YEARS OLD 623 00:31:42,448 --> 00:31:44,689 AND THAT AMOUNT OF WEIGHT... 624 00:31:44,689 --> 00:31:46,413 I'M WORRIED THAT I'M NOT GONNA HAVE ENOUGH TIME 625 00:31:46,413 --> 00:31:48,310 TO GET RID OF IT. 626 00:31:48,310 --> 00:31:50,758 I JUST HOPE DR. NOW TAKES ME ON AS A PATIENT, 627 00:31:50,758 --> 00:31:53,344 BECAUSE I HAVE TO GET THIS HELP. 628 00:31:58,344 --> 00:32:00,206 -HELLO. -HELLO. 629 00:32:00,206 --> 00:32:01,620 HOW Y'ALL DOIN'? 630 00:32:01,620 --> 00:32:03,379 GOOD. 631 00:32:03,379 --> 00:32:04,724 I'M DR. NOWZARADAN. 632 00:32:04,724 --> 00:32:06,793 -HI. -YOU'RE ANGELA? 633 00:32:06,793 --> 00:32:07,931 YES. 634 00:32:07,931 --> 00:32:09,517 AND THIS YOUNG MAN? 635 00:32:09,517 --> 00:32:11,413 -JUSTIN. -GOOD TO MEET YOU. 636 00:32:11,413 --> 00:32:13,517 -AND YOU? -DESIREé. 637 00:32:13,517 --> 00:32:15,137 -AND YOU'RE THE DAUGHTER? -YES. 638 00:32:15,137 --> 00:32:16,586 -AND YOU'RE THE HUSBAND? -YEP. 639 00:32:16,586 --> 00:32:18,965 ALL RIGHT. WHERE Y'ALL COMING FROM? 640 00:32:18,965 --> 00:32:20,689 -OHIO. -OHIO. 641 00:32:20,689 --> 00:32:22,206 THAT'S A FAR DRIVE DOWN. 642 00:32:22,206 --> 00:32:25,172 YOU FEELING ALL RIGHT? ANY PROBLEMS? 643 00:32:25,172 --> 00:32:27,931 -I'M FINE, I GUESS. -THAT'S GOOD. 644 00:32:27,931 --> 00:32:31,724 ALL RIGHT, ANGIE, YOU ARE A 39-YEAR-OLD 645 00:32:31,724 --> 00:32:37,344 AND 5'5" AND 643 POUNDS. 646 00:32:37,344 --> 00:32:39,551 SO, ARE YOU ABLE TO BE ACTIVE? 647 00:32:39,551 --> 00:32:41,862 NO, NOT REALLY. WELL, I... 648 00:32:41,862 --> 00:32:45,758 I INJURED MY KNEE IN 2011, SO... 649 00:32:45,758 --> 00:32:48,103 MY KNEE GIVES OUT, POPS OUT OF PLACE. 650 00:32:48,103 --> 00:32:50,241 IT'S GRINDING BONE ON BONE NOW. 651 00:32:50,241 --> 00:32:52,862 OKAY. WELL, THE BEST THING TO HELP YOUR KNEE 652 00:32:52,862 --> 00:32:54,448 WOULD BE TO LOSE WEIGHT. 653 00:32:54,448 --> 00:32:55,655 I FIGURED THAT. 654 00:32:55,655 --> 00:32:58,551 I KNOW I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT TO FIX MY KNEE. 655 00:32:58,551 --> 00:32:59,896 WELL, IF YOU'VE FIGURED THAT, 656 00:32:59,896 --> 00:33:03,103 THEN WHAT'S HOLDING YOU UP SO FAR TO LOSE WEIGHT? 657 00:33:03,103 --> 00:33:05,724 I JUST... 658 00:33:05,724 --> 00:33:07,655 I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T KNOW. 659 00:33:07,655 --> 00:33:10,655 -OKAY. -I FEEL LIKE IF I CAN'T MOVE, 660 00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,344 I CAN'T LOSE WEIGHT. 661 00:33:12,344 --> 00:33:14,344 NO, THAT'S COMPLETELY INACCURATE. 662 00:33:14,344 --> 00:33:17,689 THE REASON YOU'RE OVERWEIGHT IS YOU EAT TOO MUCH. 663 00:33:17,689 --> 00:33:20,172 SO, WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOUR EATING HABIT? 664 00:33:20,172 --> 00:33:22,586 BECAUSE IN ORDER FOR YOU TO MAINTAIN YOUR WEIGHT 665 00:33:22,586 --> 00:33:24,586 AT 643 POUNDS, 666 00:33:24,586 --> 00:33:28,241 YOU'RE EATING AT LEAST 6,000 TO 7,000 CALORIES A DAY. 667 00:33:28,241 --> 00:33:30,931 AND IF YOU'RE GAINING, IT'S EVEN MORE THAN THAT. 668 00:33:30,931 --> 00:33:32,758 -OKAY. -OKAY. 669 00:33:32,758 --> 00:33:36,482 SO, WHAT IS DRIVING YOU TO EAT LIKE THAT? 670 00:33:36,482 --> 00:33:37,724 ARE YOU HUNGRY? 671 00:33:37,724 --> 00:33:39,965 IS IT HABIT? STRESS? 672 00:33:39,965 --> 00:33:42,172 I THINK I EAT WHEN I'M BORED. 673 00:33:42,172 --> 00:33:46,655 SO YOU YOU'RE KILLING YOURSELF FOR ENTERTAINMENT WITH BOREDOM? 674 00:33:46,655 --> 00:33:48,172 WELL, PROBABLY NOT. 675 00:33:48,172 --> 00:33:51,068 YOU DON'T THINK THIS KIND OF EATING YOU HAVE 676 00:33:51,068 --> 00:33:55,206 HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THINGS LIKE EMOTIONS? 677 00:33:55,206 --> 00:33:57,827 I MEAN, I WOULDN'T SAY I'M AN EMOTIONAL EATER, 678 00:33:57,827 --> 00:33:59,241 'CAUSE I DON'T THINK THAT I AM. 679 00:33:59,241 --> 00:34:00,689 I EAT AT BAD TIMES. 680 00:34:00,689 --> 00:34:03,068 I DON'T EAT DURING THE MORNING AND AFTERNOON, 681 00:34:03,068 --> 00:34:06,344 BECAUSE I DRINK COFFEE WHICH SUPPRESSES MY APPETITE. 682 00:34:06,344 --> 00:34:08,413 I EAT AT THE NIGHT, AND THEN I GO TO BED. 683 00:34:08,413 --> 00:34:10,034 I EAT A LOT AT NIGHT, 684 00:34:10,034 --> 00:34:11,931 BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY FROM NOT EATING ALL DAY 685 00:34:11,931 --> 00:34:13,931 AND THEN I OVEREAT. 686 00:34:13,931 --> 00:34:17,103 THE ONLY ACCURATE THING THAT YOU SAID WAS THAT YOU EAT A LOT. 687 00:34:17,103 --> 00:34:20,206 BUT WHAT YOU'RE LEAVING OUT IS THAT IT'S ALL DAY LONG. 688 00:34:20,206 --> 00:34:23,586 SO DON'T TRY TO CONVINCE ME YOU'RE JUST EATING ONCE A DAY, 689 00:34:23,586 --> 00:34:25,379 BECAUSE I'M NOT BUYING IT. 690 00:34:25,379 --> 00:34:26,482 RIGHT. 691 00:34:26,482 --> 00:34:28,620 BUT IF YOU HAVE TROUBLE GETTING AROUND, 692 00:34:28,620 --> 00:34:30,620 THEN WHO BRINGS YOU THE FOOD? 693 00:34:30,620 --> 00:34:32,413 MY HUSBAND AND HER DOES. 694 00:34:32,413 --> 00:34:33,724 OKAY. 695 00:34:33,724 --> 00:34:36,689 IT SEEMS YOUR WEIGHT-GAIN IS AFFECTING YOUR DAUGHTER, 696 00:34:36,689 --> 00:34:38,586 SO THERE IS A MUTUAL BENEFIT 697 00:34:38,586 --> 00:34:42,862 BECAUSE YOUR DAUGHTER ALSO HAS SOME WEIGHT PROBLEMS, HUH? 698 00:34:42,862 --> 00:34:44,275 YEAH. 699 00:34:44,275 --> 00:34:46,862 SO IF SHE BRINGS YOU UNHEALTHY FOOD, SHE CAN EAT IT, TOO. 700 00:34:46,862 --> 00:34:47,586 YEAH. 701 00:34:47,586 --> 00:34:48,758 ALL RIGHT. 702 00:34:48,758 --> 00:34:50,965 SHE EATS THE SAME FOOD AS ME, SO... 703 00:34:50,965 --> 00:34:52,827 I'M WORRIED. I TELL HER ALL THE TIME, 704 00:34:52,827 --> 00:34:55,103 WHEN YOU GET TO THIS AGE IT'S HARDER TO LOSE WEIGHT, 705 00:34:55,103 --> 00:34:57,689 AND YOU'RE A LOT MORE -- THINGS ARE GONNA HAPPEN. 706 00:34:57,689 --> 00:34:59,137 'CAUSE I WAS HER WEIGHT WHEN I... 707 00:34:59,137 --> 00:35:00,517 I WAS ACTUALLY A LITTLE LIGHTER THAN HER 708 00:35:00,517 --> 00:35:03,275 WHEN I WAS HER AGE, TO BE HONEST. 709 00:35:03,275 --> 00:35:05,448 AND IT'S HERE NOW. I TELL HER ALL THE TIME, 710 00:35:05,448 --> 00:35:07,620 IT'S GONNA HAPPEN IF IT DOESN'T CHANGE. 711 00:35:07,620 --> 00:35:09,172 AND SHE'S PREGNANT, 712 00:35:09,172 --> 00:35:11,379 SO IT'S GONNA MAKE HER WEIGHT-GAIN EVEN WORSE. 713 00:35:11,379 --> 00:35:13,965 AND ON TOP OF THAT, SHE SMOKES, TOO. 714 00:35:13,965 --> 00:35:15,724 -WE ALL SMOKE. -PREGNANT LADY DOESN'T SMOKE 715 00:35:15,724 --> 00:35:17,034 AS MUCH AS PREGNANT LADY USED TO SMOKE. 716 00:35:17,034 --> 00:35:19,448 THIS IS THE MOST DANGEROUS THING FOR YOUR CHILD... 717 00:35:19,448 --> 00:35:20,896 -I KNOW. -...A MOTHER SMOKING. 718 00:35:20,896 --> 00:35:22,965 YOU HAVE TO STOP THAT IMMEDIATELY. 719 00:35:22,965 --> 00:35:24,000 DO YOU GOT THAT? 720 00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:25,965 -ALL RIGHT. -GOOD. 721 00:35:25,965 --> 00:35:27,758 BACK TO YOUR EATING HABITS. 722 00:35:27,758 --> 00:35:31,172 JUSTIN IS ENABLING YOU, BUT HE IS NOT OVERWEIGHT, 723 00:35:31,172 --> 00:35:34,413 SO LET'S TALK ABOUT HIS EATING HABITS. 724 00:35:34,413 --> 00:35:36,517 HE EATS MORE THAN BOTH OF US. 725 00:35:36,517 --> 00:35:37,931 HE EATS MORE THAN BOTH OF YOU? 726 00:35:37,931 --> 00:35:40,862 -ABSOLUTELY. -THAT'S PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE. 727 00:35:40,862 --> 00:35:44,103 SO, WE GOT SOME SERIOUS ISSUES WITH DELUSION WITH YOU ALL. 728 00:35:44,103 --> 00:35:45,206 ALL RIGHT. 729 00:35:45,206 --> 00:35:46,620 THIS MAN DEFINITELY EATS MORE THAN I DO. 730 00:35:46,620 --> 00:35:47,862 HE HAS A HIGH METABOLISM. 731 00:35:47,862 --> 00:35:50,241 I EAT PROBABLY 8,000 TO 10,000 CALORIES A DAY. 732 00:35:50,241 --> 00:35:52,000 ANGIE, YOU CAN LIE ALL YOU WANT, 733 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:53,896 BUT THIS IS ALL SCIENCE AND MATH. 734 00:35:53,896 --> 00:35:56,344 AND THE BIG PART OF THE PROBLEM WE'RE FACING HERE 735 00:35:56,344 --> 00:35:58,862 IS THAT YOU SEEM LIKE A MASSIVE MANIPULATOR 736 00:35:58,862 --> 00:36:01,965 WHO THINKS SHE CAN JUST DECIDE WHAT THE FACTS ARE 737 00:36:01,965 --> 00:36:03,206 SHE WANTS TO BELIEVE, 738 00:36:03,206 --> 00:36:05,620 AND JUST TELL EVERYONE ELSE WHAT TO THINK. 739 00:36:05,620 --> 00:36:07,862 SO IF YOU'RE HERE TO JUST PLAY GAMES, 740 00:36:07,862 --> 00:36:10,103 THEN THIS IS NOT GONNA END WELL FOR YOU, 741 00:36:10,103 --> 00:36:13,413 BECAUSE YOU REALIZE THAT THIS IS A DANGEROUS SITUATION? 742 00:36:13,413 --> 00:36:17,275 YOU'RE 39 AND YOU ARE 643 POUNDS. 743 00:36:17,275 --> 00:36:22,413 SO, AT THIS POINT, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO DECIDE 744 00:36:22,413 --> 00:36:23,827 WHETHER YOU WANT TO DO THIS, 745 00:36:23,827 --> 00:36:27,172 OR IF YOU PLAN TO JUST KEEP DOING THINGS LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN, 746 00:36:27,172 --> 00:36:30,793 HOPING YOUR SITUATION SOMEHOW MAGICALLY GETS BETTER. 747 00:36:30,793 --> 00:36:33,068 BECAUSE THE REALITY IS IT'S NOT 748 00:36:33,068 --> 00:36:36,689 UNLESS YOU START MAKING THE CHANGES YOU NEED IMMEDIATELY. 749 00:36:36,689 --> 00:36:37,862 OKAY. 750 00:36:37,862 --> 00:36:40,000 SO I'M GONNA GIVE YOU A 1,200 A DAY, 751 00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:44,034 HIGH-PROTEIN, LOW-CARB DIET, THAT YOU NEED TO START TODAY. 752 00:36:44,034 --> 00:36:45,103 OKAY. 753 00:36:45,103 --> 00:36:46,931 AND YOU'RE GONNA STICK WITH THAT. 754 00:36:46,931 --> 00:36:48,586 AND IF YOU DO THAT, 755 00:36:48,586 --> 00:36:50,551 YOU'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO LOSE 50 POUNDS 756 00:36:50,551 --> 00:36:52,000 IN ONE MONTH, OKAY? 757 00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:52,931 OKAY. 758 00:36:52,931 --> 00:36:55,000 AND IF YOU HIT THAT GOAL BY THEN, 759 00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:57,137 I'LL APPROVE YOU FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 760 00:36:57,137 --> 00:37:00,137 SO, IF I EAT HEALTHY, THE 1,200, 761 00:37:00,137 --> 00:37:02,724 STICK TO EVERYTHING YOU GIVE ME, 762 00:37:02,724 --> 00:37:05,827 I'LL LOSE WEIGHT EVEN IF I CAN'T REALLY GET UP 763 00:37:05,827 --> 00:37:08,517 AND EXERCISE AROUND AND DANCE AROUND? 764 00:37:08,517 --> 00:37:10,344 YES. BUT YOU CAN EXERCISE. 765 00:37:10,344 --> 00:37:12,103 YOU CAN EXERCISE IN YOUR CHAIR. 766 00:37:12,103 --> 00:37:13,206 -YEAH, I DO. -ARMS. 767 00:37:13,206 --> 00:37:15,000 AND YOU CAN DO YOUR LEG EXERCISE. 768 00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:17,068 YOU CAN EXERCISE IN A BED. 769 00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:18,517 YOU CAN LIFT UP YOUR LEG. 770 00:37:18,517 --> 00:37:20,620 SO WE'RE GONNA GIVE YOU SOME TO DO EVERY DAY. 771 00:37:20,620 --> 00:37:23,379 ONE HOUR IN THE MORNING, ONE HOUR IN THE AFTERNOON, 772 00:37:23,379 --> 00:37:25,034 YOU WORK ON YOUR MUSCLES. 773 00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:27,068 SO, YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THAT? 774 00:37:27,068 --> 00:37:29,689 ABSOLUTELY. BUT HERE'S THE THING -- 775 00:37:29,689 --> 00:37:32,689 I'M COMING HERE NEXT MONTH. 776 00:37:32,689 --> 00:37:34,758 WELL, I WAS JUST KINDA HOPING 777 00:37:34,758 --> 00:37:36,689 THAT I'M GONNA BE IN YOUR PROGRAM 778 00:37:36,689 --> 00:37:38,068 SO THAT I CAN JUST GO AHEAD 779 00:37:38,068 --> 00:37:42,482 AND CONTINUE WITH MY PLANS OF LEAVING AND COMING HERE. 780 00:37:42,482 --> 00:37:44,137 IF YOU WANT TO DO MY PROGRAM, 781 00:37:44,137 --> 00:37:46,206 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO BE HERE IN HOUSTON. 782 00:37:46,206 --> 00:37:49,379 SO YOU CAN MOVE DOWN TO HOUSTON ANY TIME YOU WANT TO. 783 00:37:49,379 --> 00:37:50,758 OKAY. 784 00:37:50,758 --> 00:37:53,586 BUT UNTIL YOU SHOW ME YOU'RE WILLING TO TAKE THIS FIRST STEP 785 00:37:53,586 --> 00:37:55,379 AND PUT FORTH SOME EFFORT, 786 00:37:55,379 --> 00:37:58,034 THERE'S NO GUARANTEE YOU'RE GONNA BE PART OF THE PROGRAM. 787 00:37:58,034 --> 00:38:00,034 SO THAT'S A RISK YOU TAKE. 788 00:38:00,034 --> 00:38:03,172 AND WHAT WE DO FROM HERE ALL DEPENDS ON YOU. 789 00:38:03,172 --> 00:38:04,517 I KNOW. 790 00:38:04,517 --> 00:38:06,758 SO, LOSE THE WEIGHT YOU NEED IF YOU WANT TO DO THIS PROGRAM. 791 00:38:06,758 --> 00:38:08,344 DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THAT? 792 00:38:08,344 --> 00:38:09,206 YES. 793 00:38:09,206 --> 00:38:10,517 ANY QUESTIONS? 794 00:38:10,517 --> 00:38:11,344 NO. 795 00:38:11,344 --> 00:38:12,862 ALL RIGHT. 796 00:38:12,862 --> 00:38:16,034 I'LL SEE YOU WHEN YOU ALL GET BACK DOWN TO HOUSTON. 797 00:38:16,034 --> 00:38:17,000 I'LL SEE YOU. 798 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:19,068 ALL RIGHT. 799 00:38:22,655 --> 00:38:24,068 Dr. Nowzaradan: THERE ARE A NUMBER OF ISSUES 800 00:38:24,068 --> 00:38:26,931 THAT I AM VERY CONCERNED ABOUT WITH ANGELA NOW 801 00:38:26,931 --> 00:38:29,620 THAT ARE GOING TO MAKE ADDRESSING HER SITUATION 802 00:38:29,620 --> 00:38:31,103 EXTREMELY DIFFICULT. 803 00:38:31,103 --> 00:38:33,413 THE FIRST BEING THE DYSFUNCTIONAL DYNAMIC 804 00:38:33,413 --> 00:38:36,241 THE WHOLE FAMILY SEEMS TO HAVE WITH EACH OTHER. 805 00:38:36,241 --> 00:38:39,965 THERE DOESN'T APPEAR TO BE MUCH SUPPORT BETWEEN THEM. 806 00:38:39,965 --> 00:38:42,896 AND HER MANIPULATING IS GONNA BE ANOTHER BIG PROBLEM, 807 00:38:42,896 --> 00:38:46,241 BECAUSE SHE CLEARLY WANTS TO BE THE ONE WHO'S IN CONTROL, 808 00:38:46,241 --> 00:38:49,862 WHERE EVERYONE BELIEVES AND DOES WHATEVER SAYS. 809 00:38:49,862 --> 00:38:52,000 BUT THESE TWO CONCERNS I HAVE 810 00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:55,517 ARE JUST THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG OF ISSUES I'M SEEING 811 00:38:55,517 --> 00:38:57,241 THAT ARE GOING TO MAKE IT DIFFICULT 812 00:38:57,241 --> 00:38:59,862 TO ADDRESS HER SITUATION. 813 00:38:59,862 --> 00:39:03,827 SO AT THIS POINT, I'M HOPEFUL THAT SHE'LL TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY 814 00:39:03,827 --> 00:39:07,448 AND WORK HARD TO DO WHAT SHE NEEDS AND HIT HER GOAL. 815 00:39:07,448 --> 00:39:10,724 BUT IT'S LOOKING LIKE IT'S GOING TO BE AN UPHILL BATTLE 816 00:39:10,724 --> 00:39:16,344 TO BE ABLE TO GET HER THERE. 817 00:39:16,344 --> 00:39:18,689 Angie: I HAVE A LOT GOING THROUGH MY MIND RIGHT NOW 818 00:39:18,689 --> 00:39:23,034 WITH TAKING IN EVERYTHING THE DOCTOR TOLD ME. 819 00:39:23,034 --> 00:39:26,724 I WAS ONLY HOPING TO HEAR THAT I WAS GONNA BE GIVEN A CHANCE 820 00:39:26,724 --> 00:39:29,862 TO BE IN HIS PROGRAM, AND THAT'S WHAT I HEARD TODAY, 821 00:39:29,862 --> 00:39:33,896 SO I AM PREPARED TO DO WHAT DR. NOWZARADAN HAS ASKED OF ME. 822 00:39:33,896 --> 00:39:36,241 BUT I'VE NEVER LOST 50 POUNDS EVER, 823 00:39:36,241 --> 00:39:39,310 SO IF I LOSE 50 POUNDS IN A MONTH, 824 00:39:39,310 --> 00:39:41,103 I'M GONNA SHOCK MYSELF. 825 00:39:41,103 --> 00:39:43,482 BUT I'M GETTING A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE, 826 00:39:43,482 --> 00:39:46,758 AND I'M GONNA DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET APPROVED FOR SURGERY. 827 00:39:46,758 --> 00:39:49,068 BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE. 828 00:39:59,896 --> 00:40:02,034 SINCE WE'VE BEEN BACK FROM DR. NOW'S, 829 00:40:02,034 --> 00:40:04,586 ME AND MY FAMILY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO ADJUST 830 00:40:04,586 --> 00:40:07,310 TO ALL THE CHANGES THAT WE NEED, 831 00:40:07,310 --> 00:40:11,793 WHILE ALSO TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO MOVE TO HOUSTON. 832 00:40:11,793 --> 00:40:14,586 THE DEAL THAT ME AND DESIREé MADE WAS 833 00:40:14,586 --> 00:40:18,206 WE'D SEE IF DR. NOW WAS GONNA HELP ME. 834 00:40:18,206 --> 00:40:22,448 AND IF HE WAS, WE AGREED WE ALL MOVE TO HOUSTON, 835 00:40:22,448 --> 00:40:26,000 NO MATTER WHAT HER BOYFRIEND WILL WANTS. 836 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:29,689 BUT IT JUST SEEMS LIKE NO ONE'S HAPPY OR ON BOARD ANYMORE, 837 00:40:29,689 --> 00:40:33,620 SO IT FEELS LIKE EVERYONE IS TURNING AGAINST ME. 838 00:40:33,620 --> 00:40:37,172 BUT I TOLD THEM ALL, AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, 839 00:40:37,172 --> 00:40:38,689 IT'S A DONE DEAL -- 840 00:40:38,689 --> 00:40:42,620 WE'RE MOVING TO HOUSTON, AND THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT. 841 00:40:42,620 --> 00:40:45,413 AND UNTIL THEN, I'VE GOT TO LOSE WEIGHT. 842 00:40:45,413 --> 00:40:48,586 SO WHILE THE FAMILY ALL EATS THE SAME JUNK 843 00:40:48,586 --> 00:40:51,965 I WANT TO EAT, WE'RE MAKING SPECIAL MEALS FOR ME 844 00:40:51,965 --> 00:40:54,896 THAT FOLLOW DR. NOW'S DIET. 845 00:40:54,896 --> 00:40:57,034 AND I FEEL LIKE IT'S MAKING A DIFFERENCE, 846 00:40:57,034 --> 00:41:02,758 BECAUSE I FEEL BETTER EVEN THOUGH I'M STARVING A LOT. 847 00:41:02,758 --> 00:41:04,724 THE CHICKEN LOOKS PRETTY. 848 00:41:04,724 --> 00:41:06,758 THANK YOU. 849 00:41:06,758 --> 00:41:08,689 BUT, UM... 850 00:41:08,689 --> 00:41:11,310 ANYWAYS, I'M WORRIED I'M GONNA GO INTO 851 00:41:11,310 --> 00:41:15,000 THE APPOINTMENT WITH THE DOCTOR AND NOT LOSE THAT 50 POUNDS 852 00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:18,241 AND HE'S GONNA, LIKE, GET SMART WITH ME 853 00:41:18,241 --> 00:41:19,862 AND I'M GONNA HAVE TO CUSS HIM OUT. 854 00:41:19,862 --> 00:41:22,000 -NO, DON'T CUSS HIM OUT. -I'M NOT. 855 00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:24,000 'CAUSE I KNOW I NEED TO COME THERE. 856 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:27,068 I MEAN... 857 00:41:27,068 --> 00:41:31,000 YEAH, IT'S NOT REALLY, LIKE, AN IDEAL LIVING SITUATION, 858 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:33,655 BUT EVEN IF WE HAVE TO, LIKE, TAKE ONE BEDROOM RIGHT NOW, 859 00:41:33,655 --> 00:41:35,620 I CAN SLEEP IN THE LIVING ROOM 860 00:41:35,620 --> 00:41:38,586 AND GIVE YOU GUYS THE BEDROOM UNTIL WILL GETS A JOB DOWN THERE 861 00:41:38,586 --> 00:41:43,965 AND WE CAN AFFORD SOMETHING BIGGER, JUST TO GET US THERE. 862 00:41:43,965 --> 00:41:47,275 JUST THE THOUGHT OF PACKING ME, DAISY, AND WILL, 863 00:41:47,275 --> 00:41:52,793 AND A NEWBORN BABY INTO ONE ROOM... 864 00:41:52,793 --> 00:41:54,068 IS STRESSFUL. 865 00:41:54,068 --> 00:41:56,206 WELL, YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING, 866 00:41:56,206 --> 00:42:01,620 BUT I APPRECIATE THAT YOU'RE DOING IT FOR ME. 867 00:42:01,620 --> 00:42:07,310 I'M DOING IT FOR ALL OF US. 868 00:42:07,310 --> 00:42:09,000 THIS HASN'T BEEN EASY AT ALL, 869 00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:14,724 AND SOME DAYS IT FEELS LIKE TORTURE. 870 00:42:14,724 --> 00:42:18,310 MY WHOLE LIFE IS DEPENDING ON GETTING ALL THIS FIGURED OUT. 871 00:42:18,310 --> 00:42:22,034 THE DIET, EXERCISE, MOVING MY FAMILY DOWN, 872 00:42:22,034 --> 00:42:24,689 ALL OF IT, AND THAT'S A LOT AT ONCE, 873 00:42:24,689 --> 00:42:28,344 SO I FEEL LIKE THERE'S SO MUCH PRESSURE ON ME RIGHT NOW. 874 00:42:28,344 --> 00:42:30,206 SO THIS IS ROUGH. 875 00:42:30,206 --> 00:42:31,551 BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS, 876 00:42:31,551 --> 00:42:34,241 AND I HAVE TO KEEP MY FAMILY ON BOARD, TOO. 877 00:42:48,448 --> 00:42:51,344 MY LIFE IS ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW. 878 00:42:51,344 --> 00:42:53,482 JUSTIN IS NO LONGER HERE. 879 00:42:53,482 --> 00:42:55,793 WE HAVE SEPARATED. 880 00:42:55,793 --> 00:42:59,586 ABOUT A WEEK AGO, WE GOT INTO AN ARGUMENT. 881 00:42:59,586 --> 00:43:03,448 HE WAS UNDER THE INFLUENCE, AS USUAL, 882 00:43:03,448 --> 00:43:07,793 AND HE PACKED HIS THINGS UP AND LEFT. 883 00:43:07,793 --> 00:43:09,862 IT WAS A STUPID FIGHT HE CREATED 884 00:43:09,862 --> 00:43:11,655 BECAUSE HE DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO TEXAS, 885 00:43:11,655 --> 00:43:14,862 AND THE WHOLE TIME HE KNEW HE DIDN'T WANT TO GO. 886 00:43:14,862 --> 00:43:17,896 BUT HE NEVER SAID THAT. 887 00:43:21,310 --> 00:43:22,965 BE CAREFUL ON THE ONION RINGS. 888 00:43:22,965 --> 00:43:24,172 OOH. IT'S SO HOT. 889 00:43:24,172 --> 00:43:26,689 BE CAREFUL. YEAH, YOU'RE GONNA BURN YOUR MOUTH. 890 00:43:26,689 --> 00:43:29,896 AH! HOT. 891 00:43:29,896 --> 00:43:33,689 HE HAD ME CONVINCED THAT HE WAS THIS GREAT GUY. 892 00:43:37,275 --> 00:43:41,241 SO, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, BECAUSE THE ONLY THING 893 00:43:41,241 --> 00:43:46,206 THAT'S GETTING ME THROUGH ALL THIS RIGHT NOW IS FOOD. 894 00:43:46,206 --> 00:43:49,724 BUT I'M TRYING TO STICK TO THE DIET AS MUCH AS I CAN, 895 00:43:49,724 --> 00:43:51,758 EVEN THOUGH IT'S HARD. 896 00:43:51,758 --> 00:43:53,172 I'M JUST HAVING MOMENTS 897 00:43:53,172 --> 00:43:57,103 WHERE I HAVE TO HAVE SOMETHING THAT'S NOT ON THE DIET. 898 00:43:57,103 --> 00:43:59,862 SOMETHING THAT TASTES REALLY GOOD. 899 00:43:59,862 --> 00:44:01,413 AND I'M SCARED BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW 900 00:44:01,413 --> 00:44:05,034 HOW I'M GONNA GET TO HOUSTON AND DO THIS NOW. 901 00:44:05,034 --> 00:44:07,482 I'M SUPPOSED TO BE BACK FOR MY FOLLOW-UP APPOINTMENT 902 00:44:07,482 --> 00:44:11,310 WITH DR. NOW IN TWO DAYS, BUT I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT 903 00:44:11,310 --> 00:44:15,068 BECAUSE WITHOUT JUSTIN, I CAN'T DO THIS. 904 00:44:15,068 --> 00:44:18,172 I FEEL A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT IT, 905 00:44:18,172 --> 00:44:22,206 BUT MOSTLY I FEEL BETRAYED. 906 00:44:22,206 --> 00:44:26,310 AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX THIS OR WHAT TO DO. 907 00:44:46,793 --> 00:44:49,137 IT'S BEEN THREE MONTHS SINCE MY APPOINTMENT 908 00:44:49,137 --> 00:44:52,620 WITH DR. NOW, AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE BACK DOWN TO SEE HIM 909 00:44:52,620 --> 00:44:55,275 FOR MY FOLLOW-UP A COUPLE MONTHS AGO, 910 00:44:55,275 --> 00:44:58,965 BUT WITH MY HUSBAND LEAVING ME, NOW I'M ON MY OWN. 911 00:44:58,965 --> 00:45:01,931 LIKE, EVERYTHING IS ON MY SHOULDERS. 912 00:45:01,931 --> 00:45:05,482 AND MOVING TO HOUSTON'S BEEN DIFFICULT AND CHALLENGING. 913 00:45:05,482 --> 00:45:10,827 FINDING A PLACE THERE IS NOT THAT EASY FROM HERE. 914 00:45:10,827 --> 00:45:13,724 AND DESIREé'S DUE DATE IS IN A COUPLE MONTHS, 915 00:45:13,724 --> 00:45:16,275 AND THAT'S JUST ANOTHER THING THAT'S MAKING FIGURING OUT 916 00:45:16,275 --> 00:45:18,586 ANY PLANS TO DO THIS EVEN HARDER, 917 00:45:18,586 --> 00:45:21,517 BUT I DON'T WANT DR. NOW TO GIVE UP ON ME, 918 00:45:21,517 --> 00:45:24,000 SO I'M TALKING TO HIM TODAY. 919 00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:25,689 AND I'M HOPING HE'S UNDERSTANDING 920 00:45:25,689 --> 00:45:27,896 OF EVERYTHING I HAVE GOING ON. 921 00:45:33,655 --> 00:45:36,413 HI, DR. HOW. 922 00:45:36,413 --> 00:45:38,000 HEY. HOW ARE YOU? 923 00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:40,448 I'M GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? 924 00:45:40,448 --> 00:45:43,275 I'M DOING GREAT. SO, WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU? 925 00:45:43,275 --> 00:45:44,965 I THINK THAT I'M DOING OKAY, 926 00:45:44,965 --> 00:45:47,931 EXCEPT I'M STILL DRINKING POP HERE AND THERE. 927 00:45:47,931 --> 00:45:49,241 WELL, THAT'S UNACCEPTABLE. 928 00:45:49,241 --> 00:45:50,655 IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE, 929 00:45:50,655 --> 00:45:52,310 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO STICK WITH THE DIET. 930 00:45:52,310 --> 00:45:53,827 DON'T BE WISHY-WASHY ABOUT IT. 931 00:45:53,827 --> 00:45:56,482 IF YOU'RE WISHY-WASHY ABOUT IT, STAY WHERE YOU ARE. 932 00:45:56,482 --> 00:45:58,896 -DON'T COME TO HOUSTON. -OKAY. 933 00:45:58,896 --> 00:46:02,000 BECAUSE YOU'RE PLAYING GAMES WITH ME. 934 00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:03,689 BUT IF YOU'RE SERIOUS ABOUT IT, 935 00:46:03,689 --> 00:46:07,758 CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND STICK WITH IT, OKAY? 936 00:46:07,758 --> 00:46:10,137 I WANT TO, BUT IT'S JUST BEEN HARD 937 00:46:10,137 --> 00:46:12,551 BECAUSE ME AND MY HUSBAND SEPARATED 938 00:46:12,551 --> 00:46:16,310 AFTER WE LEFT YOUR OFFICE. 939 00:46:16,310 --> 00:46:19,310 HE DOESN'T WANT TO MOVE TO TEXAS, SO... 940 00:46:19,310 --> 00:46:23,931 HE PUT ME IN A LITTLE BIT OF A FINANCIAL ISSUE, BUT... 941 00:46:23,931 --> 00:46:25,896 I'M TRYING. 942 00:46:25,896 --> 00:46:28,620 WELL, ACT LIKE YOU SHOULD, THEN YOU NEED TO DECIDE 943 00:46:28,620 --> 00:46:33,000 WHAT THE BEST COURSE OF ACTION AND OPTION IS BEST FOR YOU. 944 00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:36,896 WELL, MY BEST OPTION WOULD BE TO COME TO HOUSTON. 945 00:46:36,896 --> 00:46:38,137 IT'S MY... 946 00:46:38,137 --> 00:46:40,517 I MEAN, IT'S MY LAST OPTION. 947 00:46:40,517 --> 00:46:44,241 IT'S MY ONLY OPTION, TO CHANGE MY LIFE. 948 00:46:44,241 --> 00:46:46,586 BUT YOU'RE DOING NOTHING TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN. 949 00:46:46,586 --> 00:46:49,241 YOU'RE JUST GIVING ME EXCUSES. 950 00:46:49,241 --> 00:46:54,724 OKAY? SO, WHAT CAN YOU DO TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN? 951 00:46:54,724 --> 00:46:59,275 I'M TRYING REALLY HARD TO FIND A PLACE. 952 00:46:59,275 --> 00:47:01,034 BUT YOU'RE NOT LOSING WEIGHT. 953 00:47:01,034 --> 00:47:02,310 IF YOU DON'T CHANGE THAT, 954 00:47:02,310 --> 00:47:04,586 THEN THERE'S NO POINT IN COMING HERE. 955 00:47:04,586 --> 00:47:06,034 YOU GET THAT? 956 00:47:06,034 --> 00:47:07,379 OKAY. 957 00:47:07,379 --> 00:47:09,172 SO, THIS IS WHAT WE CAN DO. 958 00:47:09,172 --> 00:47:12,586 I'M GONNA SET UP FOR YOU TO GET A WEIGH-IN SOMEWHERE LOCAL, 959 00:47:12,586 --> 00:47:14,000 AND THEY'RE GONNA GIVE YOU TWO MONTHS 960 00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:16,172 TO LOSE 100 POUNDS. 961 00:47:16,172 --> 00:47:17,000 GOT IT? 962 00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:17,896 I GOT IT. 963 00:47:17,896 --> 00:47:20,034 I HOPE SO, BECAUSE SO FAR, 964 00:47:20,034 --> 00:47:22,034 THINGS ARE NOT LOOKING GOOD FOR YOU. 965 00:47:22,034 --> 00:47:23,965 BUT YOU CAN DO THIS IF YOU WANT. 966 00:47:23,965 --> 00:47:25,206 OKAY. 967 00:47:25,206 --> 00:47:26,344 ALL RIGHT, ANGIE. 968 00:47:26,344 --> 00:47:28,344 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING JUST CALL US, OKAY? 969 00:47:28,344 --> 00:47:29,275 ALL RIGHT. THANKS. 970 00:47:29,275 --> 00:47:35,241 -OKAY. BYE. -ALL RIGHT. BYE. 971 00:47:35,241 --> 00:47:37,758 I DON'T THINK DR. NOW UNDERSTANDS EVERYTHING 972 00:47:37,758 --> 00:47:42,586 I HAVE TO DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW AND HOW HARD IT IS. 973 00:47:42,586 --> 00:47:45,103 I THINK DOUBLING MY GOAL IS JUST PUNISHMENT 974 00:47:45,103 --> 00:47:47,344 BECAUSE I MISSED MY APPOINTMENT. 975 00:47:47,344 --> 00:47:49,724 IF I LOSE 50 POUNDS, THEN THAT SHOULD BE MORE 976 00:47:49,724 --> 00:47:51,620 THAN ENOUGH TO GET WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 977 00:47:51,620 --> 00:47:54,551 AND IF I COULD JUST LOSE ALL THIS WEIGHT, 978 00:47:54,551 --> 00:47:58,551 I WOULDN'T NEED HIS HELP, NOW WOULD I? 979 00:47:58,551 --> 00:48:03,068 BUT I HAVE TO DO WHAT HE SAYS IF I WANT WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY. 980 00:48:03,068 --> 00:48:07,000 SO I'LL STICK TO IT TO MAKE SURE I HIT HIS GOAL 981 00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:10,172 SO HE'LL SEE HE'S WRONG AT MY NEXT WEIGH-IN, 982 00:48:10,172 --> 00:48:12,827 AND THE ONLY THING HE SHOULD HAVE TO SAY THEN 983 00:48:12,827 --> 00:48:16,379 IS I WAS WRONG, ANGIE, AND GOOD JOB. 984 00:48:26,586 --> 00:48:32,034 THE PAST FEW WEEKS, THINGS HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANY EASIER. 985 00:48:32,034 --> 00:48:34,275 -READY? -MM-HMM. 986 00:48:34,275 --> 00:48:37,103 YOU HAVE THE BAND-AIDS AND STUFF? 987 00:48:37,103 --> 00:48:39,172 I'M STILL WORKING ON DOING WHAT I NEED, 988 00:48:39,172 --> 00:48:41,413 BUT I HAD TO TAKE A BREAK FROM MY EXERCISES 989 00:48:41,413 --> 00:48:44,034 BECAUSE I GOT AN INFECTION IN MY GROIN AREA 990 00:48:44,034 --> 00:48:46,344 AND IT'S EXTREMELY PAINFUL. 991 00:48:46,344 --> 00:48:48,103 AND IT MAKES IT HARD TO GET AROUND 992 00:48:48,103 --> 00:48:51,137 AND WALK AS MUCH AS DR. NOW WANTS ME TO WALK. 993 00:48:51,137 --> 00:48:52,931 BUT DESIREé HAS BEEN TAKING CARE OF ME 994 00:48:52,931 --> 00:48:56,379 AND HELPING ME TEND TO THAT SO IT DOESN'T GET ANY WORSE. 995 00:48:56,379 --> 00:48:58,793 I THINK IT LOOKS REALLY GOOD. THERE'S NEW SKIN FORMING. 996 00:48:58,793 --> 00:49:00,827 OH, THANK GOD. 997 00:49:00,827 --> 00:49:04,103 BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN'T AFFORD TO LET ANYTHING SERIOUS 998 00:49:04,103 --> 00:49:08,896 HAPPEN TO ME WITH HOW BAD MY BODY IS NOW. 999 00:49:08,896 --> 00:49:09,965 ONE BAND-AID IS PROBABLY 1000 00:49:09,965 --> 00:49:11,517 GONNA BE A LITTLE MORE IDEAL RIGHT NOW. 1001 00:49:11,517 --> 00:49:12,586 THERE YOU GO. 1002 00:49:12,586 --> 00:49:15,586 -THAT GOOD? -YEP. 1003 00:49:15,586 --> 00:49:17,827 THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME AT ALL 1004 00:49:17,827 --> 00:49:21,275 IS THAT JUSTIN CAME BACK AND MOVED BACK IN WITH US. 1005 00:49:21,275 --> 00:49:22,862 HE ASKED ME TO TAKE HIM BACK, 1006 00:49:22,862 --> 00:49:25,827 AND HE SAID HE'D BE WILLING TO GO TO HOUSTON WITH ME. 1007 00:49:25,827 --> 00:49:27,758 SO I TOLD HIM I'D TAKE HIM BACK, 1008 00:49:27,758 --> 00:49:30,689 BUT THAT I HAD SERIOUS TRUST ISSUES STILL. 1009 00:49:30,689 --> 00:49:34,551 BUT NOW DESIREé SAYS IF HE GOES, SHE'S NOT. 1010 00:49:34,551 --> 00:49:36,827 BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T THINK I SHOULD TAKE HIM BACK 1011 00:49:36,827 --> 00:49:39,586 OR THAT I SHOULD TRUST HIM. 1012 00:49:39,586 --> 00:49:41,724 Desireé: JUSTIN ENDED UP HAVING A DOWNFALL, 1013 00:49:41,724 --> 00:49:43,931 SO HE LEFT, BUT HE CAME BACK. 1014 00:49:43,931 --> 00:49:46,172 YOU CAN'T WRONG A PERSON FOR LOVING SOMEBODY, 1015 00:49:46,172 --> 00:49:49,965 SO I STILL SUPPORT HER, BUT I'M NOT GONNA TRUST HIM ANYMORE. 1016 00:49:49,965 --> 00:49:55,655 TO ME, HE WILL JUST BE WROTE OFF, BASICALLY. 1017 00:49:55,655 --> 00:49:57,793 Justin: I LOVE MY WIFE, AND I WANT TO GO TO TEXAS WITH HER 1018 00:49:57,793 --> 00:50:01,586 AND I WANT TO SEE HER GET BETTER SO SHE CAN HAVE A LIFE 1019 00:50:01,586 --> 00:50:04,206 AND WE CAN HAVE A LIFE TOGETHER. 1020 00:50:10,862 --> 00:50:12,379 HOW YOU BEEN? 1021 00:50:12,379 --> 00:50:13,724 Angie: I'M ALL RIGHT. 1022 00:50:13,724 --> 00:50:19,931 AS WE DISCUSSED, TRUSTING YOU IS GOING TO BE A PROCESS. 1023 00:50:19,931 --> 00:50:23,758 I KNOW. 1024 00:50:23,758 --> 00:50:25,620 ADDICTION IS HARD, I KNOW. 1025 00:50:25,620 --> 00:50:28,517 I MEAN, I'M A RECOVERING ADDICT, SO IT'S JUST... 1026 00:50:28,517 --> 00:50:30,034 HOPEFULLY, HE'S LEARNED. 1027 00:50:30,034 --> 00:50:32,413 HE SAYS HE'S LEARNING. 1028 00:50:32,413 --> 00:50:37,000 SO, YOU'RE AWARE IF YOU LEAVE OR YOU DON'T FOLLOW THROUGH 1029 00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:40,896 WITH THE THINGS THAT YOU SAID YOU WILL, 1030 00:50:40,896 --> 00:50:42,655 WE ARE GETTING A DIVORCE? 1031 00:50:42,655 --> 00:50:44,000 YES. I DO. 1032 00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:46,137 LIKE, DIVORCED. DONE. 1033 00:50:46,137 --> 00:50:46,931 YEAH. 1034 00:50:46,931 --> 00:50:49,448 NO MORE CHANCES. THIS IS IT. 1035 00:50:49,448 --> 00:50:51,827 I'M READY TO DO THIS. 1036 00:50:51,827 --> 00:50:54,655 I'M FROM THE SHOW ME STATE, SO YOU HAVE TO SHOW ME BETTER 1037 00:50:54,655 --> 00:50:56,655 THAN YOU CAN TELL ME ANYWAYS. 1038 00:51:01,344 --> 00:51:04,275 I THINK IT'S GONNA BE A GOOD NEW START FOR BOTH OF US 1039 00:51:04,275 --> 00:51:06,758 AND ANOTHER CHAPTER, AND I THINK IT'S EVEN GONNA BE BETTER 1040 00:51:06,758 --> 00:51:08,034 'CAUSE HE'S NOT GONNA HAVE DRUG DEALERS 1041 00:51:08,034 --> 00:51:10,103 THERE THAT HE KNOWS, SO... 1042 00:51:10,103 --> 00:51:14,862 PUT SOME TIME UNDER HIS BELT FOR SOBRIETY, AND WE BOTH GET WELL. 1043 00:51:14,862 --> 00:51:16,793 BUT IF HE'S RELAPSING AT ALL, 1044 00:51:16,793 --> 00:51:19,965 I HAVE TO BE EXTRA CAREFUL TO NOT LET THAT INFLUENCE ME. 1045 00:51:19,965 --> 00:51:21,793 BECAUSE WITH MY HISTORY WITH DRUGS, 1046 00:51:21,793 --> 00:51:24,931 I CAN'T LET MYSELF FALL BACK INTO ANY OF THOSE HABITS. 1047 00:51:24,931 --> 00:51:27,655 -I LOVE YOU. -I LOVE YOU TOO. 1048 00:51:27,655 --> 00:51:30,344 I WANT TO BE HEALTHY. I WANT TO LIVE LONGER. 1049 00:51:30,344 --> 00:51:31,413 I DON'T WANT TO BE A FAILURE. 1050 00:51:31,413 --> 00:51:33,137 I WANT TO SUCCEED IN DOING THIS. 1051 00:51:33,137 --> 00:51:35,517 I'LL MAKE SURE NOT TO LOSE MY FOCUS, 1052 00:51:35,517 --> 00:51:37,551 OR LET HIM SLIP ME UP AT ALL, 1053 00:51:37,551 --> 00:51:39,275 BECAUSE I CAN'T LOSE THIS CHANCE. 1054 00:51:57,827 --> 00:52:00,344 Angie: DR. NOW IS SENDING ME TO A LOCAL CLINIC 1055 00:52:00,344 --> 00:52:02,172 TO GET MY WEIGHT CHECKED, 1056 00:52:02,172 --> 00:52:03,724 AND THEN I'M SUPPOSED TO CALL HIM 1057 00:52:03,724 --> 00:52:07,034 AND LET HIM KNOW HOW MUCH I LOST. 1058 00:52:07,034 --> 00:52:09,482 MY PLAN IS TO SHOW DR. NOW THAT HE IS WRONG 1059 00:52:09,482 --> 00:52:11,137 AND I'M MAKING PROGRESS, 1060 00:52:11,137 --> 00:52:13,655 AND THEN GET APPROVED FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 1061 00:52:13,655 --> 00:52:17,206 AND THEN WE'RE ALL MOVING EVERYTHING DOWN TO HOUSTON. 1062 00:52:17,206 --> 00:52:19,862 DESIREé'S REFUSING TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING 1063 00:52:19,862 --> 00:52:21,482 AS LONG AS JUSTIN'S AROUND, 1064 00:52:21,482 --> 00:52:23,103 WHICH IS FINE BY ME BECAUSE 1065 00:52:23,103 --> 00:52:25,620 I DON'T WANT HER BOYFRIEND AROUND ANYWAY. 1066 00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:27,827 BUT MY BEST FRIEND MANDY'S BEEN IN TOWN 1067 00:52:27,827 --> 00:52:31,310 FOR ABOUT A WEEK NOW, HELPING OUT. 1068 00:52:31,310 --> 00:52:34,827 AND BETWEEN HER AND JUSTIN, WE'LL GET THE JOB DONE 1069 00:52:34,827 --> 00:52:38,482 AND MOVE DOWN TO HOUSTON NO MATTER WHAT. 1070 00:52:38,482 --> 00:52:40,862 I'M NOT WORRIED ABOUT HOW THIS IS GONNA GO TODAY, 1071 00:52:40,862 --> 00:52:44,379 BECAUSE I KNOW I'VE LOST A LOT. 1072 00:52:44,379 --> 00:52:46,482 -ANGIE? HI. -HI. 1073 00:52:46,482 --> 00:52:49,620 DR. NOW GAVE ME A BIGGER WEIGHT-LOSS GOAL 1074 00:52:49,620 --> 00:52:53,724 ON MY LAST CALL WITH HIM THAT HE WANTED ME TO HIT, 1075 00:52:53,724 --> 00:52:56,551 WHICH I THINK WAS JUST PUNISHMENT FROM HIM 1076 00:52:56,551 --> 00:52:59,068 FOR MISSING MY APPOINTMENT. 1077 00:52:59,068 --> 00:53:00,965 HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT 1078 00:53:00,965 --> 00:53:04,586 WHEN HE SAYS I'M JUST MAKING EXCUSES. 1079 00:53:04,586 --> 00:53:07,965 SO AS LONG AS I HIT THE FIRST GOAL OF LOSING 50 POUNDS, 1080 00:53:07,965 --> 00:53:10,241 I THINK I'M GOOD. 1081 00:53:10,241 --> 00:53:13,827 AND IF I DID THAT, I'D BE 593. 1082 00:53:13,827 --> 00:53:18,689 AND I'M PRETTY SURE I DID THAT. 1083 00:53:18,689 --> 00:53:20,965 YOU GOOD? I'M GOOD. I'M CLEAR. 1084 00:53:24,689 --> 00:53:29,862 I'M GETTING OFF THIS THING. 1085 00:53:29,862 --> 00:53:34,793 -DO YOU NEED SOME WATER, ANGIE? -UH, YEAH. 1086 00:53:34,793 --> 00:53:36,275 I'M IN TROUBLE. 1087 00:53:36,275 --> 00:53:37,724 IT'S ONLY 45 POUNDS. 1088 00:53:37,724 --> 00:53:41,793 THAT'S CLOSE. DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP FOR THAT. 1089 00:53:41,793 --> 00:53:43,103 ARE YOU READY TO CALL DR. NOW 1090 00:53:43,103 --> 00:53:44,758 AND LET HIM KNOW WHAT YOUR WEIGHT WAS? 1091 00:53:44,758 --> 00:53:46,724 -YEAH. -OKAY. 1092 00:53:53,862 --> 00:53:55,000 HELLO. 1093 00:53:55,000 --> 00:53:56,275 HELLO. 1094 00:53:56,275 --> 00:53:57,620 ANGIE, HOW YOU DOIN'? 1095 00:53:57,620 --> 00:53:58,965 I'M ALL RIGHT. 1096 00:53:58,965 --> 00:54:02,551 ALL RIGHT. SO, DID YOU CHECK YOUR WEIGHT? 1097 00:54:02,551 --> 00:54:03,758 YES. 1098 00:54:03,758 --> 00:54:05,206 AND HOW MUCH YOU WEIGH NOW? 1099 00:54:05,206 --> 00:54:09,482 I'M DOWN TO 598.6. AND I'M PROUD OF THAT. 1100 00:54:09,482 --> 00:54:13,137 SO, LOOKING BACK, YOU ALMOST LOST 50 POUNDS, HUH? 1101 00:54:13,137 --> 00:54:14,275 YES. 1102 00:54:14,275 --> 00:54:16,137 ALL RIGHT. THAT'S A LITTLE PROGRESS, 1103 00:54:16,137 --> 00:54:19,068 BUT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LOSE 100 POUNDS IN TWO MONTHS. 1104 00:54:19,068 --> 00:54:20,241 AND ON TOP OF THAT, 1105 00:54:20,241 --> 00:54:22,344 IT'S BEEN FIVE MONTHS SINCE YOU WERE HERE. 1106 00:54:22,344 --> 00:54:24,344 AT THIS POINT, YOU HAVEN'T SHOWN ME 1107 00:54:24,344 --> 00:54:26,931 YOU'RE TAKING THIS AS SERIOUSLY AS YOU NEED. 1108 00:54:26,931 --> 00:54:29,655 AND I'M NOT APPROVING YOU FOR ANYTHING TODAY. 1109 00:54:29,655 --> 00:54:31,034 BUT SINCE YOU LOST 50 POUNDS, 1110 00:54:31,034 --> 00:54:33,275 I'M GIVING YOU ANOTHER CHANCE TO STICK WITH YOUR DIET 1111 00:54:33,275 --> 00:54:37,586 AND TRY TO LOSE ANOTHER 50 POUNDS, OKAY? 1112 00:54:37,586 --> 00:54:39,655 OKAY. 1113 00:54:39,655 --> 00:54:41,241 ALL RIGHT, ANGIE. 1114 00:54:41,241 --> 00:54:44,517 YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE A LITTLE UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF A DRUG. 1115 00:54:44,517 --> 00:54:46,517 ARE YOU TAKING ANY MEDICINE? 1116 00:54:46,517 --> 00:54:48,965 'CAUSE YOU DON'T SOUND VERY NORMAL. 1117 00:54:48,965 --> 00:54:50,413 I DON'T SOUND WHAT? 1118 00:54:50,413 --> 00:54:51,724 YOU DON'T SOUND NORMAL. 1119 00:54:51,724 --> 00:54:53,103 ARE YOU TAKING ANY NEW MEDICATION 1120 00:54:53,103 --> 00:54:55,517 OR ANYTHING ELSE I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT? 1121 00:54:55,517 --> 00:54:57,379 AM I TAKING MEDICINE? 1122 00:54:57,379 --> 00:55:00,275 YEAH, ARE YOU TAKING ANY DRUGS OR ANYTHING? 1123 00:55:00,275 --> 00:55:01,448 NO. 1124 00:55:01,448 --> 00:55:03,551 OKAY. 1125 00:55:03,551 --> 00:55:05,896 WELL, SOMETHING IS GOING ON WITH YOU. 1126 00:55:05,896 --> 00:55:07,379 OKAY. 1127 00:55:07,379 --> 00:55:09,551 BUT REGARDING YOUR WIGHT -- YOU NEED TO BE MORE PROACTIVE 1128 00:55:09,551 --> 00:55:11,172 AND YOU NEED TO FOLLOW A BETTER DIET 1129 00:55:11,172 --> 00:55:14,137 BEFORE WE BRING YOU TO HOUSTON, OKAY? 1130 00:55:14,137 --> 00:55:15,137 OKAY. WELL... 1131 00:55:15,137 --> 00:55:16,827 IT'S GONNA BE IMPORTANT. 1132 00:55:16,827 --> 00:55:20,517 MY U-HAUL IS LEAVING TOMORROW. 1133 00:55:20,517 --> 00:55:23,862 AND LET ME REMIND YOU, 'CAUSE MAYBE YOUFORGOT, 1134 00:55:23,862 --> 00:55:27,206 YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS WAS 50 POUNDS IN ONE MONTH, 1135 00:55:27,206 --> 00:55:30,172 NOT 100 POUNDS, EVER, DID YOU SAY THAT TO ME. 1136 00:55:30,172 --> 00:55:31,655 I DEFINITELY DID. 1137 00:55:31,655 --> 00:55:33,655 ON MY CALL WITH YOU TWO MONTHS AGO, 1138 00:55:33,655 --> 00:55:35,206 THAT WAS THE GOAL I GAVE YOU. 1139 00:55:35,206 --> 00:55:36,620 SO, EITHER YOU FORGOT 1140 00:55:36,620 --> 00:55:39,241 OR YOU'RE TOO HIGH ON SOMETHING TO REMEMBER. 1141 00:55:39,241 --> 00:55:41,586 BUT IT'S GOING ON SIX MONTHS SINCE WE SAW YOU, 1142 00:55:41,586 --> 00:55:43,034 AND THIS TOTAL OF WEIGHT LOSS 1143 00:55:43,034 --> 00:55:45,448 IS UNACCEPTABLE FOR ALL THAT TIME. 1144 00:55:45,448 --> 00:55:47,275 LOSING LESS THAN 10 POUNDS A MONTH 1145 00:55:47,275 --> 00:55:49,620 IS NOT GOING TO BE ENOUGH TO SAVE YOUR LIFE. 1146 00:55:49,620 --> 00:55:53,034 OKAY. WELL, IF YOU EXPECTED ME TO LOSE 50 POUNDS 1147 00:55:53,034 --> 00:55:55,862 EVERY MONTH FOR SIX MONTHS, I WOULDN'T NEED YOU. 1148 00:55:55,862 --> 00:55:58,241 WHAT YOU SEEM TO NEED IS A CALCULATOR. 1149 00:55:58,241 --> 00:56:01,275 BECAUSE LOSING 50 POUNDS A MONTH FOR SIX MONTHS 1150 00:56:01,275 --> 00:56:04,068 WOULD HAVE BEEN A WEIGHT-LOSS GOAL OF 300 POUNDS, 1151 00:56:04,068 --> 00:56:06,172 AND THAT'S NOT WHAT I ASKED YOU TO DO. 1152 00:56:06,172 --> 00:56:09,241 BUT I DID GIVE YOU A GOAL OF 100 POUNDS IN TWO MONTHS, 1153 00:56:09,241 --> 00:56:11,275 SINCE YOU WASTED THE FIRST THREE MONTHS, 1154 00:56:11,275 --> 00:56:13,068 AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN DO THAT. 1155 00:56:13,068 --> 00:56:15,310 SO YOU CAN EITHER GIVE ME MORE ATTITUDE, 1156 00:56:15,310 --> 00:56:17,862 OR FIGURE OUT WHETHER YOU WANT TO DO THIS OR NOT. 1157 00:56:17,862 --> 00:56:19,137 BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, 1158 00:56:19,137 --> 00:56:21,310 YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE ALIVE FOR MUCH LONGER. 1159 00:56:21,310 --> 00:56:23,103 OKAY. 1160 00:56:23,103 --> 00:56:24,655 IF YOU'RE EXPECTING ME TO COME THERE 1161 00:56:24,655 --> 00:56:27,448 AND SIT AROUND AND WAIT FOR SURGERY FOR ANOTHER MONTH, 1162 00:56:27,448 --> 00:56:28,689 I'M NOT COMING. 1163 00:56:28,689 --> 00:56:30,620 I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT. 1164 00:56:30,620 --> 00:56:33,344 HEAVEN FORBID, WE WASTE ANY OF YOUR TIME 1165 00:56:33,344 --> 00:56:36,965 WHILE YOU WASTE OURS WITH YOUR LIES AND GAMES. 1166 00:56:36,965 --> 00:56:40,413 ANGIE, YOU DECIDE IF YOU WANT TO DO THIS OR NOT. 1167 00:56:40,413 --> 00:56:43,379 BUT IF YOU DO, THEN I WILL GIVE YOU TWO MORE MONTHS 1168 00:56:43,379 --> 00:56:45,000 TO LOSE 100 POUNDS. 1169 00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:47,172 AND THIS TIME, I SUGGEST YOU WRITE IT DOWN 1170 00:56:47,172 --> 00:56:48,724 SO YOU REMEMBER THAT. 1171 00:56:48,724 --> 00:56:51,586 OTHERWISE, JUST STAY UP THERE AND DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. 1172 00:56:51,586 --> 00:56:54,241 THEN YOU DON'T NEED TO COME BACK DOWN HERE. 1173 00:56:54,241 --> 00:56:56,482 WELL, I'M TRYING TO DO THIS, TO COME DOWN THERE, 1174 00:56:56,482 --> 00:56:59,862 BUT IT COSTS MONEY TO MOVE. 1175 00:56:59,862 --> 00:57:01,655 MONEY. YEAH. 1176 00:57:01,655 --> 00:57:03,206 I DIDN'T HAVE IT. 1177 00:57:03,206 --> 00:57:05,137 AND, SINCE YOU'RE MAKING ACCUSATIONS 1178 00:57:05,137 --> 00:57:07,620 OF WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, I'M SICK. 1179 00:57:07,620 --> 00:57:11,172 I PUKED ON MYSELF, SLEPT ALL DAY YESTERDAY. 1180 00:57:11,172 --> 00:57:12,655 I'M ILL. 1181 00:57:12,655 --> 00:57:15,103 I DON'T TAKE ANYTHING BUT WHAT'S PRESCRIBED TO ME. 1182 00:57:15,103 --> 00:57:18,310 SO PLEASE DON'T MAKE ACCUSATIONS, OKAY? 1183 00:57:18,310 --> 00:57:19,965 I'M A DOCTOR, ANGIE. 1184 00:57:19,965 --> 00:57:22,551 I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SICK AND HIGH. 1185 00:57:22,551 --> 00:57:25,724 AND IF YOU DECIDE TO CONTINUE AND COME BACK DOWN HERE, 1186 00:57:25,724 --> 00:57:27,896 I'M GONNA RUN TOXICOLOGY ON YOU 1187 00:57:27,896 --> 00:57:30,275 TO MAKE SURE THERE IS NOTHING IN YOUR SYSTEM 1188 00:57:30,275 --> 00:57:31,724 THAT SHOULDN'T BE THERE. 1189 00:57:31,724 --> 00:57:34,482 SO YOU CAN EITHER CLEAN UP YOUR ACT RIGHT NOW, 1190 00:57:34,482 --> 00:57:36,034 OR WE DON'T NEED TO BOTHER 1191 00:57:36,034 --> 00:57:37,965 PLAYING ANY MORE GAMES WITH YOU. 1192 00:57:37,965 --> 00:57:41,827 SO, WHEN YOU DECIDE, YOU JUST LET US KNOW YOUR PLANS. OKAY? 1193 00:57:41,827 --> 00:57:43,068 UM... 1194 00:57:43,068 --> 00:57:45,241 MY PLAN IS TO GO HOME AND GO TO BED. 1195 00:57:45,241 --> 00:57:46,655 WHAT'S YOURS? 1196 00:57:46,655 --> 00:57:50,172 WELL, MY PLAN RIGHT NOW IS TO END THIS CONVERSATION. 1197 00:57:50,172 --> 00:57:51,896 SO, YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY, ANGIE. 1198 00:57:51,896 --> 00:57:53,965 IF YOU DECIDE YOU WANT TO TRY TO LIVE 1199 00:57:53,965 --> 00:57:56,413 INSTEAD OF KILLING YOURSELF, HIT YOUR GOAL. 1200 00:57:56,413 --> 00:57:58,724 OTHER THAN THAT, I WISH YOU WELL. 1201 00:57:58,724 --> 00:57:59,586 GOODBYE. 1202 00:57:59,586 --> 00:58:01,655 ALL RIGHT. BYE. 1203 00:58:08,379 --> 00:58:10,551 Angie: THIS IS TOTAL BULL 1204 00:58:10,551 --> 00:58:12,344 DR. NOW CROSSED THE LINE, 1205 00:58:12,344 --> 00:58:15,379 AND HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT. 1206 00:58:15,379 --> 00:58:17,551 HE CAN'T JUST CHANGE THINGS ON ME LIKE THAT 1207 00:58:17,551 --> 00:58:19,862 AND JUST ADD MORE TO MY GOAL AND JUST SAY, 1208 00:58:19,862 --> 00:58:21,896 OH, JUST LOSE MORE. 1209 00:58:21,896 --> 00:58:24,275 AND THEN, TO ACCUSE ME OF BEING ON SOMETHING 1210 00:58:24,275 --> 00:58:26,931 IS JUST ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS, 1211 00:58:26,931 --> 00:58:29,413 SO I AM EXTREMELY OFFENDED RIGHT NOW. 1212 00:58:29,413 --> 00:58:32,275 AND IF THINGS WEREN'T ALREADY AS FAR ALONG AS THEY ARE NOW 1213 00:58:32,275 --> 00:58:35,241 WITH MY MOVE TO HOUSTON, I WOULD CALL IT OFF. 1214 00:58:35,241 --> 00:58:37,241 BUT I ALREADY GAVE UP MY LEASE HERE 1215 00:58:37,241 --> 00:58:39,965 AND WE HAVE AN APARTMENT UNDER CONTRACT THERE, 1216 00:58:39,965 --> 00:58:42,068 SO I HAVE TO DO IT NOW. 1217 00:58:42,068 --> 00:58:45,034 SO WHEN I GET TO HOUSTON, THIS IS EITHER GONNA HAPPEN, 1218 00:58:45,034 --> 00:58:48,275 OR HE CAN TAKE HIS GOAL AND STICK IT. 1219 00:58:59,310 --> 00:59:05,379 TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I AM FINALLY MOVING TO HOUSTON. 1220 00:59:05,379 --> 00:59:11,241 THE PLAN IS MY HUSBAND AND I ARE GONNA BE RIDING IN A RENTAL. 1221 00:59:11,241 --> 00:59:14,103 MY BEST FRIEND MANDY AND HER HUSBAND, JAMES, 1222 00:59:14,103 --> 00:59:18,172 ARE GONNA BE CO-DRIVING THE U-HAUL. 1223 00:59:18,172 --> 00:59:20,344 -KNOCK, KNOCK! -AND DESIREé IS STAYING HERE. 1224 00:59:20,344 --> 00:59:22,034 SHE'S GONNA LIVE WITH FRIENDS. 1225 00:59:22,034 --> 00:59:23,965 SO, SHE MADE HER CHOICE. 1226 00:59:23,965 --> 00:59:27,068 AND I'M TRYING NOT TO LET IT BE A RIFT BETWEEN US. 1227 00:59:27,068 --> 00:59:28,724 HELLO. 1228 00:59:28,724 --> 00:59:31,896 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SHE'S FAILING ME WHEN I NEED HER MOST, 1229 00:59:31,896 --> 00:59:34,103 AND I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR HER. 1230 00:59:34,103 --> 00:59:36,793 SAY, "HI, NANA." 1231 00:59:36,793 --> 00:59:39,482 YOU'RE GONNA SEE -- COME TO SEE NANA. 1232 00:59:39,482 --> 00:59:41,241 AND I DON'T WANT THIS TO TEAR US APART. 1233 00:59:41,241 --> 00:59:43,655 BUT IT'S HARD BECAUSE I'M HURT. 1234 00:59:43,655 --> 00:59:46,482 AND I FEEL LIKE SHE'S BEING SELFISH. 1235 00:59:46,482 --> 00:59:49,275 NANA'S GONNA GO BUH-BYES. 1236 00:59:49,275 --> 00:59:52,068 YOU KNOW, TEXAS IS KINDA FAR AWAY. 1237 00:59:52,068 --> 00:59:53,344 I'M GONNA MISS YOU. 1238 00:59:53,344 --> 00:59:57,068 I HAVE TO GIVE YOU A BUNCH FOR TWO YEARS' WORTH. 1239 01:00:02,103 --> 01:00:04,379 COME TO NANASAURUS. 1240 01:00:09,413 --> 01:00:11,310 STOP CRYING. 1241 01:00:11,310 --> 01:00:15,344 I HAVEN'T HAD THAT LONG WITH YOU. 1242 01:00:15,344 --> 01:00:19,655 BUT I LOVED YOU FOR NINE MONTHS BEFORE YOU WERE HERE. 1243 01:00:25,793 --> 01:00:28,551 HE'S NOT EVEN GONNA KNOW ME. 1244 01:00:28,551 --> 01:00:30,620 HE'S GONNA KNOW YOU. 1245 01:00:30,620 --> 01:00:32,206 BUT THE TIME YOU COME BACK, HE'LL START TO REMEMBER. 1246 01:00:32,206 --> 01:00:34,206 HE'LL NEVER EVEN KNOW YOU WERE GONE. 1247 01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:40,103 WHAT WERE YOU GONNA SAY TO ME? 1248 01:00:41,172 --> 01:00:45,000 AH. 1249 01:00:45,000 --> 01:00:47,655 WAH. 1250 01:00:47,655 --> 01:00:49,896 -YOU... 1251 01:00:49,896 --> 01:00:53,793 I THINK YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY. 1252 01:00:53,793 --> 01:00:55,310 JUST DON'T GIVE UP. 1253 01:00:55,310 --> 01:00:56,827 YOU EITHER. 1254 01:00:56,827 --> 01:00:58,793 I WON'T. 1255 01:00:58,793 --> 01:01:02,862 I'LL FIGHT SO I CAN GET BACK TO YOU SOON. 1256 01:01:02,862 --> 01:01:04,482 -I LOVE YOU. -GIVE ME A HUG AND A KISS. 1257 01:01:04,482 --> 01:01:05,724 I LOVE YOU. 1258 01:01:05,724 --> 01:01:08,379 I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. 1259 01:01:08,379 --> 01:01:10,517 ALL RIGHT? CATCH UP WITH THEM. 1260 01:01:15,793 --> 01:01:20,931 I'LL PROBABLY CRY ALL THE WAY TO HOUSTON. 1261 01:01:20,931 --> 01:01:24,379 BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, I HAVE TO PUT MYSELF FIRST. 1262 01:01:24,379 --> 01:01:28,448 I CAN DO THIS. 1263 01:01:28,448 --> 01:01:33,172 JUSTIN AND I FOUND A ONE-BEDROOM APARTMENT IN HOUSTON 1264 01:01:33,172 --> 01:01:37,137 NOT TOO TERRIFICALLY FAR FROM THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE, ACTUALLY. 1265 01:01:40,137 --> 01:01:41,896 I'VE STILL BEEN DOING THE DIET. 1266 01:01:41,896 --> 01:01:47,586 I RARELY EVER EAT ANYTHING I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO ANYMORE. 1267 01:01:47,586 --> 01:01:49,965 SO WHEN I GET THERE AND GO BACK TO SEE DR. NOW 1268 01:01:49,965 --> 01:01:53,448 AGAIN, I SHOULD SHOW HIM EVEN MORE PROGRESS. 1269 01:01:53,448 --> 01:01:57,551 SO I EXPECT TO BE ABLE TO GET APPROVED FOR MY SURGERY THEN. 1270 01:01:57,551 --> 01:02:01,620 THE ROAD TRIP ALONE, IT JUST GIVES ME ANXIETY. 1271 01:02:01,620 --> 01:02:04,068 BUT I KNOW I CAN DO THIS. 1272 01:02:04,068 --> 01:02:06,931 I AM STRONGER THAN A LION. 1273 01:02:06,931 --> 01:02:10,344 SO I AM FINE. I'M GONNA HANDLE IT. 1274 01:02:10,344 --> 01:02:13,482 AND WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT TO HOUSTON TO SAVE MY LIFE. 1275 01:02:27,517 --> 01:02:30,068 Angie: WE FINALLY MADE IT TO HOUSTON. 1276 01:02:30,068 --> 01:02:32,103 I'M GLAD THIS IS GONNA BE OVER WITH, 1277 01:02:32,103 --> 01:02:35,241 BECAUSE IT'S BEEN A LONG FEW DAYS. 1278 01:02:35,241 --> 01:02:37,655 I HAD TO GIVE IN A FEW TIMES AND EAT SOME THINGS 1279 01:02:37,655 --> 01:02:41,379 THAT WEREN'T THE HEALTHIEST, BUT I DIDN'T HAVE AN OPTION. 1280 01:02:41,379 --> 01:02:43,758 I JUST HOPE THE APARTMENT WE GOT IS GOOD. 1281 01:02:43,758 --> 01:02:48,137 WE FOUND IT ONLINE, SO IT'S GONNA BE A BIT OF A CRAP SHOOT. 1282 01:02:48,137 --> 01:02:49,379 THERE'S THE APARTMENTS. 1283 01:02:49,379 --> 01:02:51,241 Angie: OH, MY GOD. 1284 01:02:51,241 --> 01:02:54,448 THIS PLACE SUCKS. IT'S AWFUL. 1285 01:02:54,448 --> 01:02:56,655 I AIN'T LIVIN' HERE. 1286 01:03:01,275 --> 01:03:02,172 -ALL RIGHT. -THAT'S GOOD. 1287 01:03:02,172 --> 01:03:06,482 YOU NEED ROOM FOR THE RAMP. 1288 01:03:06,482 --> 01:03:08,034 I HATE THIS PLACE. 1289 01:03:08,034 --> 01:03:10,000 HEY, IT LOOKS NICE, ANGIE. 1290 01:03:10,000 --> 01:03:12,655 SHUT THE UP. THIS IS THE PROJECTS, DUDE. 1291 01:03:12,655 --> 01:03:14,896 BACK THE UP. 1292 01:03:14,896 --> 01:03:17,379 OW! THESE ROCKS HURT, Y'ALL. 1293 01:03:17,379 --> 01:03:20,758 OW! MY TENDER FEET. 1294 01:03:20,758 --> 01:03:24,068 THANK YOU. 1295 01:03:24,068 --> 01:03:25,413 I HATE THIS LIFE. 1296 01:03:25,413 --> 01:03:29,620 SERIOUSLY. I'M VERY UNHAPPY. 1297 01:03:29,620 --> 01:03:31,275 I JUST LEFT A BEAUTIFUL, 1298 01:03:31,275 --> 01:03:34,517 BEAUTIFUL PLACE FOR THIS DUMP. 1299 01:03:34,517 --> 01:03:37,482 NO, YOU LEFT THIS FOR DR. NOW. 1300 01:03:37,482 --> 01:03:39,379 AND WE'RE HERE RIGHT NOW, SO, COME ON. 1301 01:03:39,379 --> 01:03:41,482 LET'S GO SEE YOUR HOUSE RIGHT NOW. 1302 01:03:45,413 --> 01:03:47,655 I'M NOT LIVING HERE. 1303 01:03:47,655 --> 01:03:49,931 WELL, HOPEFULLY THE APARTMENT JUST WOWS US. 1304 01:03:49,931 --> 01:03:53,172 JUST OPEN THE DOOR. 1305 01:03:56,655 --> 01:03:57,862 I CAN DO THAT, RIGHT? 1306 01:03:57,862 --> 01:03:59,206 YEAH. 1307 01:04:01,551 --> 01:04:02,758 YOU GOT IT. 1308 01:04:02,758 --> 01:04:04,827 OKAY. 1309 01:04:04,827 --> 01:04:06,172 THERE YOU GO. 1310 01:04:06,172 --> 01:04:08,655 IT DOESN'T HAVE THE FIREPLACE WALL 1311 01:04:08,655 --> 01:04:09,827 THAT I'D SEEN IN THE PICTURES, 1312 01:04:09,827 --> 01:04:12,862 SO THIS IS NOT THE APARTMENT I PICKED OUT. 1313 01:04:12,862 --> 01:04:15,413 SO THAT WAS A LIE. 1314 01:04:15,413 --> 01:04:17,379 I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. 1315 01:04:17,379 --> 01:04:21,413 THIS IS NOT THE UNIT THAT WE RENTED, AND IT'S NOT GONNA WORK. 1316 01:04:21,413 --> 01:04:22,896 I AM PISSED OFF. 1317 01:04:22,896 --> 01:04:25,137 I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN LIED TO, 1318 01:04:25,137 --> 01:04:30,241 AND WE HAVE SERIOUS, SERIOUS PROBLEMS RIGHT NOW. 1319 01:04:30,241 --> 01:04:34,241 BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY I'M LIVING HERE. 1320 01:04:34,241 --> 01:04:37,827 THIS BATHROOM IS A JOKE. 1321 01:04:39,034 --> 01:04:41,758 LOOK AT THE BATHROOM DOOR. 1322 01:04:41,758 --> 01:04:43,344 ARE YOU KIDDING ME? 1323 01:04:43,344 --> 01:04:46,482 NO WAY. 1324 01:04:46,482 --> 01:04:48,896 THIS BATHROOM IS COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE, 1325 01:04:48,896 --> 01:04:52,172 AND NOWHERE NEAR WHERE I NEED. 1326 01:04:52,172 --> 01:04:55,241 THERE'S NO WAY I CAN FIT IN IT. 1327 01:04:55,241 --> 01:04:59,413 I DIDN'T COME ALL THIS WAY TO BE THROWN IN SOME DUMP. 1328 01:04:59,413 --> 01:05:02,620 I KNEW I SHOULD'VE CAME HERE. 1329 01:05:02,620 --> 01:05:05,517 THIS PLACE IS NOTHING LIKE IT WAS DESCRIBED, 1330 01:05:05,517 --> 01:05:08,206 AND THIS IS COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE. 1331 01:05:13,689 --> 01:05:15,482 YOU GOT IT, BABY. ONE FOOT AT A TIME. 1332 01:05:15,482 --> 01:05:17,862 PUT YOUR GOOD FOOT FIRST. 1333 01:05:17,862 --> 01:05:20,655 IT LOOKS LIKE OUR ONLY OPTION IS TO SLEEP IN A HOTEL TONIGHT, 1334 01:05:20,655 --> 01:05:23,793 BECAUSE WE'RE NOT MOVING IN HERE. 1335 01:05:23,793 --> 01:05:28,758 SO ALL I KNOW IS, SOMEONE BETTER FIX IT AND FIX IT FAST. 1336 01:05:28,758 --> 01:05:31,517 AND IF NOT, THEN WE MAY HAVE NO OTHER OPTION 1337 01:05:31,517 --> 01:05:33,482 THAN GOING BACK TO OHIO, 1338 01:05:33,482 --> 01:05:37,586 AND MISSING A CHANCE TO SAVE MY LIFE ALL BECAUSE I WAS LIED TO. 1339 01:05:37,586 --> 01:05:41,137 AND THAT'S, LIKE, MURDER, AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED. 1340 01:05:47,793 --> 01:05:50,275 TODAY, I'M GETTING READY TO HOPEFULLY MOVE IN 1341 01:05:50,275 --> 01:05:53,517 TO MY NEW APARTMENT. 1342 01:05:53,517 --> 01:05:56,344 WE'RE GOING BACK BECAUSE THEY SAY THEY HAVE A BETTER UNIT 1343 01:05:56,344 --> 01:05:58,137 WE CAN TAKE THAT'S BIGGER. 1344 01:05:58,137 --> 01:06:00,862 AND THEY ALSO SAID THEY WERE ABLE TO WIDEN THE DOOR, 1345 01:06:00,862 --> 01:06:04,413 SO I'M HOPING THAT'S ACCURATE. 1346 01:06:04,413 --> 01:06:06,551 I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WILL HAPPEN 1347 01:06:06,551 --> 01:06:09,068 IF THEY DON'T HAVE A UNIT THAT WILL WORK FOR ME. 1348 01:06:09,068 --> 01:06:11,793 I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE NEXT STEP IS YET. 1349 01:06:11,793 --> 01:06:14,137 BECAUSE IF THE BATHROOM ISN'T BIGGER, 1350 01:06:14,137 --> 01:06:17,379 THEN WE MAY HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO JUST HEAD BACK TO OHIO, 1351 01:06:17,379 --> 01:06:21,275 BECAUSE I CAN'T JUST GO OUT AND FIND A NEW PLACE. 1352 01:06:21,275 --> 01:06:24,758 I LET A LOT BEHIND TO COME HERE, 1353 01:06:24,758 --> 01:06:28,103 SO I'M JUST HOPING THIS UNIT WORKS. 1354 01:06:28,103 --> 01:06:32,068 BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND I JUST WANT THIS ALL TO BE OVER WITH. 1355 01:06:32,068 --> 01:06:33,896 OKAY. 1356 01:06:33,896 --> 01:06:35,517 SO... 1357 01:06:35,517 --> 01:06:36,931 DO YOU WANT TO USE YOUR WALKER TO TAKE A STEP? 1358 01:06:36,931 --> 01:06:38,172 OR MY HANDS? 1359 01:06:38,172 --> 01:06:41,206 IF I FALL GOING IN HERE, I'M GONNA BE SO PISSED. 1360 01:06:41,206 --> 01:06:42,620 I MEAN, WE CAN -- THEY CAN PUT A RAMP IN. 1361 01:06:42,620 --> 01:06:43,827 WE CAN GET A RAMP PUT IN IF WE NEED TO. 1362 01:06:43,827 --> 01:06:44,689 WELL, LET'S DO THIS. 1363 01:06:44,689 --> 01:06:48,310 LET'S SEE IF YOU CAN DO IT. 1364 01:06:48,310 --> 01:06:51,896 I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT I'M AFRAID OF THIS. 1365 01:06:51,896 --> 01:06:53,448 AMANDA, CAN YOU JUST BE BEHIND ME 1366 01:06:53,448 --> 01:06:54,931 AND, LIKE, PUSH ME OR SOMETHING? 1367 01:06:54,931 --> 01:06:56,724 -I GOT YOU. -OKAY. 1368 01:06:56,724 --> 01:06:57,965 ONE, TWO... 1369 01:06:57,965 --> 01:07:00,655 -OH -I GOT YOU. 1370 01:07:00,655 --> 01:07:01,896 OH MY HANDS ARE SHAKING, THOUGH. 1371 01:07:01,896 --> 01:07:03,275 GIVE ME MY WALKER. 1372 01:07:03,275 --> 01:07:04,413 OH. SORRY, BABY. 1373 01:07:04,413 --> 01:07:05,724 I WAS JUST GONNA WALK YOU FORWARD SO THAT... 1374 01:07:05,724 --> 01:07:07,896 IT SMELLS LIKE LEMON IN HERE. 1375 01:07:07,896 --> 01:07:08,931 SOMEBODY JUST CLEANED. 1376 01:07:08,931 --> 01:07:10,862 -SMELLS GOOD. -YEAH. 1377 01:07:10,862 --> 01:07:12,620 MANDY, DO YOU HAVE THE WHEELCHAIR IN? 1378 01:07:12,620 --> 01:07:13,793 YEAH, I GOT IT. 1379 01:07:13,793 --> 01:07:16,000 SO WHEN I MELTDOWN IN HERE A LITTLE BIT, 1380 01:07:16,000 --> 01:07:21,034 WE CAN DO THAT TOGETHER. 1381 01:07:21,034 --> 01:07:22,551 OH, THE BEDROOM IS HUGE. 1382 01:07:22,551 --> 01:07:24,689 -YEAH. -THAT'S AWESOME. 1383 01:07:24,689 --> 01:07:26,034 -OH, WOW. -YEAH. 1384 01:07:26,034 --> 01:07:28,275 OH, HE'S NOT IN HERE. LET ME SEE THE BEDROOM. 1385 01:07:28,275 --> 01:07:31,517 YEAH. 1386 01:07:31,517 --> 01:07:35,758 -GOT TO SHOW ME AROUND THE DOOR. -WHY WOULDN'T I SHOW YOU? 1387 01:07:35,758 --> 01:07:40,344 HOLD ON. I CAN'T. HOLD ON. LET ME SEE. 1388 01:07:40,344 --> 01:07:42,931 IT'S TOO -- IT'S TOO HOT FOR ALL THIS CRAP. 1389 01:07:49,482 --> 01:07:51,758 OKAY. 1390 01:07:51,758 --> 01:07:52,965 GREAT. IT'S PERFECT. 1391 01:07:52,965 --> 01:07:55,862 IT'S HOME. I'M HOME. 1392 01:07:55,862 --> 01:07:57,344 THANK GOD. 1393 01:07:57,344 --> 01:07:59,931 WE CAN START MOVING STUFF IN AND LET THIS MAN GET TO WORK. 1394 01:07:59,931 --> 01:08:02,137 ALL RIGHT. WELL, THEN, I'M COOL WITH THAT. 1395 01:08:02,137 --> 01:08:03,655 LET'S GO. 1396 01:08:03,655 --> 01:08:06,206 THANKFULLY, THIS WILL DO. 1397 01:08:06,206 --> 01:08:09,068 THIS ONE'S BETTER, NOT BY MUCH, 1398 01:08:09,068 --> 01:08:11,931 BUT WE CAN AT LEAST MAKE IT WORK. 1399 01:08:11,931 --> 01:08:13,896 SO NOW I JUST WANT TO GET MOVED IN 1400 01:08:13,896 --> 01:08:17,103 BECAUSE I HAVE MY APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW IN A FEW WEEKS, 1401 01:08:17,103 --> 01:08:20,310 AND I SHOULD BE GETTING APPROVED FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY THEN, 1402 01:08:20,310 --> 01:08:23,758 BECAUSE I KNOW I'M GONNA HAVE THE PROGRESS I NEED. 1403 01:08:23,758 --> 01:08:26,551 I LOST THE 50 POUNDS HE ASKED ME TO LOSE ALREADY, 1404 01:08:26,551 --> 01:08:28,965 SO WE SHOULD BE MOVING ON TO SOME MEDICAL STUFF 1405 01:08:28,965 --> 01:08:31,068 AND GETTING READY TO DO THE SURGERY. 1406 01:08:31,068 --> 01:08:32,137 I'M NOT WORRIED. 1407 01:08:32,137 --> 01:08:34,344 I MEAN, I DID WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO. 1408 01:08:34,344 --> 01:08:37,344 SO IF HE TRIES TO RUN ME AROUND AND GIVE ME MORE GOALS 1409 01:08:37,344 --> 01:08:40,482 AND AVOID GIVING ME WHAT I DESERVE THEN, 1410 01:08:40,482 --> 01:08:42,793 THEN I'M REALLY GONNA WIG OUT. 1411 01:08:42,793 --> 01:08:45,034 BUT UNTIL THEN, I'M PUSHING MYSELF TO MAKE 1412 01:08:45,034 --> 01:08:48,068 AS MUCH PROGRESS AS I CAN, BECAUSE I DIDN'T MOVE DOWN HERE 1413 01:08:48,068 --> 01:08:50,517 JUST TO SIT AROUND WAITING TO DIE. 1414 01:09:08,482 --> 01:09:11,172 I HOPE I DON'T MISS IT. 1415 01:09:11,172 --> 01:09:13,724 Angie: WE'VE BEEN IN HOUSTON FOR ALMOST A MONTH, 1416 01:09:13,724 --> 01:09:15,310 AND ME AND JUSTIN ARE GOING TO 1417 01:09:15,310 --> 01:09:18,000 MY NEXT APPOINTMENT WITH DR. NOW. 1418 01:09:18,000 --> 01:09:19,551 AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO SHOWING HIM 1419 01:09:19,551 --> 01:09:23,103 I'M STILL DOING WELL. 1420 01:09:23,103 --> 01:09:24,689 AND I'VE BEEN STAYING ON THE DIET, 1421 01:09:24,689 --> 01:09:27,827 SO I KNOW I LOST A LOT. 1422 01:09:27,827 --> 01:09:31,793 SO HIS ACCUSATIONS TOWARDS ME HAVE BEEN COMPLETELY UNFAIR. 1423 01:09:33,965 --> 01:09:35,172 I KNOW WE'RE GONNA HAVE WORDS. 1424 01:09:35,172 --> 01:09:36,448 I MEAN, EVERY SINGLE TIME I TALK TO HIM 1425 01:09:36,448 --> 01:09:38,275 HE SAYS THE SAME OLD CRAP TO ME. 1426 01:09:38,275 --> 01:09:40,241 SO I'M NOT GOING IN THERE TO FIGHT WITH HIM INTENTIONALLY. 1427 01:09:40,241 --> 01:09:43,413 I'M JUST ON EDGE AT THIS POINT TO ATTACK ANYBODY. 1428 01:09:47,413 --> 01:09:50,275 ANGELA? 1429 01:09:50,275 --> 01:09:54,517 AT MY LAST APPOINTMENT IN OHIO, I GOT DOWN TO 598, 1430 01:09:54,517 --> 01:09:58,137 AND DR. NOW TOLD ME I HAD TO LOSE 100 POUNDS THIS TIME, 1431 01:09:58,137 --> 01:10:02,413 EVEN THOUGH I ALREADY LOST ALMOST 50 POUNDS ALREADY. 1432 01:10:02,413 --> 01:10:06,310 SO HE EXPECTS ME TO BE BELOW 498 TODAY. 1433 01:10:06,310 --> 01:10:09,793 BUT IF I COULD EASILY LOSE 100 POUNDS ON MY OWN, 1434 01:10:09,793 --> 01:10:13,862 I WOULDN'T HAVE ANY NEED FOR HIM OR SURGERY. 1435 01:10:13,862 --> 01:10:16,827 SO IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME WHAT THE SCALE SAYS 1436 01:10:16,827 --> 01:10:19,310 BECAUSE I KNOW HOW HARD I'M WORKING, 1437 01:10:19,310 --> 01:10:21,241 AND THAT I'VE ALREADY LOST ENOUGH TO PROVE 1438 01:10:21,241 --> 01:10:23,586 I'M READY FOR SURGERY. 1439 01:10:32,896 --> 01:10:36,034 WELL, I'M STILL MAKING PROGRESS. 1440 01:10:36,034 --> 01:10:38,137 I THINK THAT TOTAL IS ACTUALLY A LOT HIGHER, 1441 01:10:38,137 --> 01:10:41,034 AND THAT THE SCALE IS MESSED UP, 1442 01:10:41,034 --> 01:10:43,965 BUT THE BOTTOM LINE IS I'M STILL LOSING. 1443 01:10:43,965 --> 01:10:46,551 SO THERE'S REALLY NO REASON FOR DR. NOW TO TELL ME 1444 01:10:46,551 --> 01:10:48,896 I'M NOT READY FOR WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY, 1445 01:10:48,896 --> 01:10:52,103 OTHER THAN, HE LIKES GETTING PEOPLE TO JUMP THROUGH HOOPS. 1446 01:10:52,103 --> 01:10:54,724 AND THAT'S WHAT I'M STARTING TO WONDER. 1447 01:10:54,724 --> 01:10:56,344 SO, IF HE DOESN'T APPROVE ME TODAY, 1448 01:10:56,344 --> 01:10:59,517 THEN I'M GONNA KNOW THAT'S WHAT HE LIKES. 1449 01:10:59,517 --> 01:11:03,103 BUT I'M NOT GONNA LET HIM GET AWAY WITH THAT WITH ME. 1450 01:11:03,103 --> 01:11:06,137 DR. NOW IS NOT THE ALMIGHTY GOD. 1451 01:11:06,137 --> 01:11:09,034 I REFUSE TO BE WEAK. 1452 01:11:09,034 --> 01:11:11,965 SO I'M GONNA STAND UP TO HIM. 1453 01:11:19,000 --> 01:11:20,793 -HELLO. -HI. 1454 01:11:20,793 --> 01:11:22,103 Dr. Nowzaradan: HOW Y'ALL DOIN'? 1455 01:11:22,103 --> 01:11:23,034 -GOOD. -GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? 1456 01:11:23,034 --> 01:11:24,068 HOW ARE YOU? 1457 01:11:24,068 --> 01:11:26,068 I'M DOING GOOD. 1458 01:11:26,068 --> 01:11:27,241 ALL RIGHT... 1459 01:11:27,241 --> 01:11:29,965 IN THE PAST FEW MONTH, YOU LOST ALMOST NOTHING, 1460 01:11:29,965 --> 01:11:31,413 JUST NINE POUNDS. 1461 01:11:31,413 --> 01:11:34,551 SO, YOU WANT TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THAT IS? 1462 01:11:34,551 --> 01:11:37,241 I AM GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES RIGHT NOW. 1463 01:11:37,241 --> 01:11:38,620 BEAR WITH THAT. 1464 01:11:38,620 --> 01:11:43,103 OKAY. YOU DONE WITH YOUR LITTLE TANTRUM AND FINISHED TALKING? 1465 01:11:43,103 --> 01:11:44,413 SURE. 1466 01:11:44,413 --> 01:11:46,275 ALL RIGHT. AT YOUR CURRENT RATE, 1467 01:11:46,275 --> 01:11:48,482 YOU'RE YOU'RE GONNA BE DEAD IN A YEAR OR LESS, 1468 01:11:48,482 --> 01:11:50,379 UNLESS YOU MAKE THE CHANGES YOU NEED. 1469 01:11:50,379 --> 01:11:53,724 SO YOU CAN GIVE ME EVERY EXCUSE AND JUSTIFICATION YOU WANT, 1470 01:11:53,724 --> 01:11:55,275 IT'S NOT GONNA CHANGE THAT. 1471 01:11:55,275 --> 01:11:58,517 BUT MAYBE YOU THINK YOU CAN ARGUE YOUR WAY OUT OF THAT 1472 01:11:58,517 --> 01:12:01,517 BECAUSE YOU SEEM TO THINK THAT'S THE SOLUTION TO EVERYTHING. 1473 01:12:01,517 --> 01:12:04,103 I'M NOT ARGUING. I'M JUST FRUSTRATED. 1474 01:12:04,103 --> 01:12:06,793 AND I'M ANGRY, AS YOU CAN SEE. 1475 01:12:06,793 --> 01:12:09,827 YOU CAN TELL YOURSELF THAT, BUT THIS IS BEHAVIORAL PROBLEMS, 1476 01:12:09,827 --> 01:12:11,379 IT'S NOT ANGER. 1477 01:12:11,379 --> 01:12:12,344 YEAH. I HAVE BEHAVIOR PROBLEMS. 1478 01:12:12,344 --> 01:12:14,000 YOU TRY TO CONVINCE YOURSELF 1479 01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:17,137 IT IS AN EMOTIONAL ISSUE THAT IS JUSTIFIED. 1480 01:12:17,137 --> 01:12:19,896 YOU LIKE TO ACT LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD IS UNFAIR 1481 01:12:19,896 --> 01:12:22,344 AND YOU DON'T DESERVE YOUR SITUATION. 1482 01:12:22,344 --> 01:12:24,689 SO IF YOU WANT TO GIVE ME ATTITUDE AND ACT LIKE THIS 1483 01:12:24,689 --> 01:12:26,758 IS UNFAIR, GO RIGHT AHEAD. 1484 01:12:26,758 --> 01:12:29,000 BUT THE ONLY PERSON YOU'RE GONNA HURT IS YOURSELF. 1485 01:12:29,000 --> 01:12:30,655 AND THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW. 1486 01:12:30,655 --> 01:12:33,655 BECAUSE YOU HAVE HAD EIGHT MONTHS AT THIS POINT, 1487 01:12:33,655 --> 01:12:36,275 AND YOU STILL HAVEN'T SHOWN ME ENOUGH TO CONVINCE ME 1488 01:12:36,275 --> 01:12:38,551 THAT YOU'RE READY TO DO THE PROGRAM. 1489 01:12:38,551 --> 01:12:40,793 BUT SINCE YOU'RE DOWN HERE IN HOUSTON, 1490 01:12:40,793 --> 01:12:42,551 I'LL GIVE YOU ONE MORE CHANCE. 1491 01:12:42,551 --> 01:12:45,482 I SHOULD'VE NEVER CAME HERE. 1492 01:12:45,482 --> 01:12:47,758 WELL, THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE? 1493 01:12:47,758 --> 01:12:51,551 WHY DO YOU EVEN WANT TO DO THIS? 1494 01:12:51,551 --> 01:12:53,344 I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T KNOW. 1495 01:12:53,344 --> 01:12:55,413 SO, THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION. 1496 01:12:55,413 --> 01:12:57,379 ALL RIGHT, WELL, YOU THINK IT OVER, 1497 01:12:57,379 --> 01:13:00,000 AND ONCE AGAIN, DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. 1498 01:13:00,000 --> 01:13:02,413 AGAIN, SINCE YOU'RE HERE IN HOUSTON, 1499 01:13:02,413 --> 01:13:03,862 I WILL GIVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE. 1500 01:13:03,862 --> 01:13:05,724 BUT YOU'RE GONNA NEED TO LOSE 100 POUNDS 1501 01:13:05,724 --> 01:13:07,206 OVER THE NEXT TWO MONTHS. 1502 01:13:07,206 --> 01:13:09,586 IF YOU DO THAT, THEN WE'LL START YOU ON THE PROGRAM 1503 01:13:09,586 --> 01:13:11,448 AND DISCUSS NEXT STEPS. 1504 01:13:11,448 --> 01:13:14,551 BUT I ALSO TOLD YOU I WANT TO DO A BLOOD TEST. 1505 01:13:14,551 --> 01:13:18,413 SO WE'LL DRAW SOME BLOOD REALLY QUICK, AND THEN WE'LL BE DONE. 1506 01:13:18,413 --> 01:13:21,724 WE'RE HERE TO HELP YOU OUT AND GIVE YOU GUIDANCE 1507 01:13:21,724 --> 01:13:23,448 TO GO IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, 1508 01:13:23,448 --> 01:13:27,344 SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO CONSIDER LISTENING TO US. 1509 01:13:27,344 --> 01:13:28,586 OKAY? ALL RIGHT. 1510 01:13:28,586 --> 01:13:29,517 SEE Y'ALL LATER. 1511 01:13:29,517 --> 01:13:30,310 -SEE YOU LATER. -YOU TOO. 1512 01:13:30,310 --> 01:13:35,206 OKAY. 1513 01:13:35,206 --> 01:13:37,620 Dr. Nowzaradan: THE SITUATION WE HAVE WITH ANGIE RIGHT NOW 1514 01:13:37,620 --> 01:13:39,172 IS VERY DISAPPOINTING 1515 01:13:39,172 --> 01:13:42,206 BECAUSE SHE SEEMS MORE INTERESTED IN GIVING EXCUSES 1516 01:13:42,206 --> 01:13:44,448 AND ARGUING THAN SAVING HER LIFE. 1517 01:13:44,448 --> 01:13:47,310 AND HER BEHAVIOR IS ONLY GETTING WORSE. 1518 01:13:47,310 --> 01:13:50,379 BUT SOME OF HER INTERACTIONS WITH ME HAVE ME CONCERNED 1519 01:13:50,379 --> 01:13:52,517 THAT'S SHE'S UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF SOMETHING 1520 01:13:52,517 --> 01:13:56,241 SHE'S NOT TELLING ME ABOUT, SO WE'RE GONNA DO A TOXICOLOGY 1521 01:13:56,241 --> 01:13:58,172 TO TRY AND DETERMINE WHAT'S GOING ON, 1522 01:13:58,172 --> 01:14:00,172 AND IF THERE'S A TRACE OF ANYTHING 1523 01:14:00,172 --> 01:14:03,448 THAT WE NEED TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT IN HER SYSTEM. 1524 01:14:03,448 --> 01:14:06,241 AND IF WE DO FIND ANYTHING, THEN WE'LL NEED TO MAKE 1525 01:14:06,241 --> 01:14:08,620 ADDRESSING THAT OUR MAIN FOCUS WITH HER. 1526 01:14:08,620 --> 01:14:12,379 BECAUSE SUBSTANCE ABUSE IS ESPECIALLY DANGEROUS FOR SOMEONE 1527 01:14:12,379 --> 01:14:15,793 IN HER CONDITION, WITH HOW FRAGILE HER HEALTH IS. 1528 01:14:15,793 --> 01:14:17,620 BUT WHETHER OR NOT THAT'S THE CASE, 1529 01:14:17,620 --> 01:14:22,482 SHE'S VERY QUICKLY RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 1530 01:14:22,482 --> 01:14:23,896 I THINK THIS IS RIDICULOUS 1531 01:14:23,896 --> 01:14:27,000 AND ALL OF THIS IS COMPLETELY UNFAIR. 1532 01:14:27,000 --> 01:14:29,206 I'VE BEEN DISRESPECTED I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES 1533 01:14:29,206 --> 01:14:30,896 AT THIS POINT. 1534 01:14:30,896 --> 01:14:33,758 I'VE BEEN TOLD I'M MAKING EXCUSES WHEN I'M NOT. 1535 01:14:33,758 --> 01:14:36,896 I'VE BEEN ASKED OFFENSIVELY IF I'M "ON" ANYTHING, 1536 01:14:36,896 --> 01:14:39,172 LIKE DRUGS. 1537 01:14:39,172 --> 01:14:42,517 AND IT DEFIES ALL LOGIC AND MAKES NO SENSE WHATSOEVER 1538 01:14:42,517 --> 01:14:44,965 TO HAVE TO LOSE EVEN MORE AT THIS POINT, 1539 01:14:44,965 --> 01:14:49,758 TO GET A SURGERY THAT I NEED TO EVEN LOSE THE WEIGHT. 1540 01:14:49,758 --> 01:14:53,034 SO I'LL PLAY THIS LITTLE GAME FOR A LITTLE LONGER. 1541 01:14:53,034 --> 01:14:57,034 BUT AT THIS POINT, ALL OF THIS HAS BEEN TOTAL BULL 1542 01:15:07,827 --> 01:15:10,586 THINGS HAVE BEEN REALLY STRESSFUL. 1543 01:15:10,586 --> 01:15:13,275 ONCE AGAIN, I AM BACK TO DOING THE DIET ON MY OWN 1544 01:15:13,275 --> 01:15:15,724 WITHOUT SURGERY, WHICH IS FRUSTRATING, 1545 01:15:15,724 --> 01:15:17,275 BUT I'M STILL DOING IT. 1546 01:15:17,275 --> 01:15:20,137 DR. NOW SAYS HE'S STILL NOT CONVINCED 1547 01:15:20,137 --> 01:15:23,068 I'M READY FOR SURGERY, WHEN I AM. 1548 01:15:23,068 --> 01:15:28,689 SO I GUESS MY ONLY OPTION IS TO TRY AND LOSE MORE WEIGHT. 1549 01:15:28,689 --> 01:15:31,862 I ACTUALLY CONSIDERED GOING BACK OHIO. 1550 01:15:31,862 --> 01:15:34,827 IT'S STILL A CONSIDERATION. 1551 01:15:34,827 --> 01:15:38,241 DR. NOW SAYS IF I STICK TO HIS DIET COMPLETELY, 1552 01:15:38,241 --> 01:15:40,896 I'LL LOSE THE WEIGHT HE WANTS ME TO LOSE. 1553 01:15:40,896 --> 01:15:45,551 BUT I ALREADY WAS, AND WHAT I LOST WASN'T ENOUGH FOR HIM. 1554 01:15:45,551 --> 01:15:49,758 SO THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF TO DO BETTER IS TO BARELY EAT 1555 01:15:49,758 --> 01:15:53,379 AND ONLY EAT SALADS AND STARVE MYSELF. 1556 01:15:53,379 --> 01:15:55,724 SO IF I DON'T GET APPROVED THIS NEXT TIME, 1557 01:15:55,724 --> 01:15:58,965 THAT WILL MEAN DR. NOW HAS GIVEN ME A DEATH SENTENCE, 1558 01:15:58,965 --> 01:16:03,413 BECAUSE WITHOUT SURGERY I'M NOT GONNA SURVIVE FOR LONG. 1559 01:16:03,413 --> 01:16:06,551 AND IF DR. NOW CAN LIVE WITH THAT ON HIS CONSCIENCE, 1560 01:16:06,551 --> 01:16:09,275 THEN HE'S NOT WHO I THOUGHT HE WAS. 1561 01:16:09,275 --> 01:16:11,827 AND I DON'T DESERVE THIS ABUSE. 1562 01:16:18,551 --> 01:16:22,241 ME, JUSTIN, AND MANDY ARE HEADED BACK TO DR. NOW'S. 1563 01:16:22,241 --> 01:16:25,103 HE CALLED AND SAID HE WANTED ME TO COME BACK IN, 1564 01:16:25,103 --> 01:16:26,965 AND I'M GUESSING IT'S NOT GOOD NEWS 1565 01:16:26,965 --> 01:16:29,827 IF HE WANTS ME TO COME BACK EARLY, 1566 01:16:29,827 --> 01:16:32,655 BECAUSE IT'S ONLY BEEN LIKE A LITTLE OVER TWO WEEKS 1567 01:16:32,655 --> 01:16:34,724 SINCE MY LAST APPOINTMENT WITH HIM, 1568 01:16:34,724 --> 01:16:39,793 SO I'M A LITTLE NERVOUS. 1569 01:16:39,793 --> 01:16:41,793 I SHOULD'VE QUIT SMOKING WHEN HE TOLD ME TO, 1570 01:16:41,793 --> 01:16:43,379 AND I WISH I WOULD'VE LISTENED 1571 01:16:43,379 --> 01:16:46,931 AND I WISH IT WAS THAT EASY, BUT IT'S NOT, AND I'M AN ADDICT. 1572 01:16:46,931 --> 01:16:49,137 I'M AN EX-DRUG ADDICT 1573 01:16:49,137 --> 01:16:51,482 AND ADDICTION IS HARD FOR ME, SO... 1574 01:16:51,482 --> 01:16:53,034 THIS IS THE HARDEST THING 1575 01:16:53,034 --> 01:16:56,896 I'VE EVER DONE IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE, 1576 01:16:56,896 --> 01:16:58,448 AND SO IT WOULDN'T BE FAIR 1577 01:16:58,448 --> 01:17:02,689 FOR DR. NOW TO TELL ME I CAN'T GET SURGERY. 1578 01:17:02,689 --> 01:17:05,310 SO, IF THAT HAPPENS, IT'S GONNA MEAN 1579 01:17:05,310 --> 01:17:08,241 I'VE WASTED A LOT OF TIME AND ENERGY ON THIS. 1580 01:17:08,241 --> 01:17:13,068 IT'S EVEN CREATED A RIFT IN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH DESIREé. 1581 01:17:13,068 --> 01:17:15,206 ANGIE? 1582 01:17:15,206 --> 01:17:18,137 SO IF THIS CHANCE GETS UNFAIRLY TAKEN FROM ME, 1583 01:17:18,137 --> 01:17:22,275 THEN ALL THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN FOR NOTHING. 1584 01:17:22,275 --> 01:17:25,517 AND IT'S ONLY BEEN TWO WEEKS SINCE MY LAST APPOINTMENT, 1585 01:17:25,517 --> 01:17:27,517 SO I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE TO GET WEIGHED IN 1586 01:17:27,517 --> 01:17:28,724 LIKE THIS AGAIN. 1587 01:17:41,344 --> 01:17:44,103 I'M AT DR. NOW'S BECAUSE HE CALLED ME OVER A MONTH EARLY 1588 01:17:44,103 --> 01:17:46,000 FOR MY NEXT APPOINTMENT. 1589 01:17:46,000 --> 01:17:47,655 I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M HERE EARLIER, 1590 01:17:47,655 --> 01:17:51,172 BUT I'M WORRIED IT'S NOT GONNA BE GOOD. 1591 01:17:51,172 --> 01:17:55,000 IT'S ONLY BEEN TWO WEEKS, AND I WAS DOWN TO 589 1592 01:17:55,000 --> 01:17:57,172 AND I'M PROBABLY ONLY A LITTLE LESS THAN THAT 1593 01:17:57,172 --> 01:17:59,931 BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN GIVEN HARDLY ANY TIME TO LOSE MORE. 1594 01:18:07,862 --> 01:18:10,034 OKAY. 1595 01:18:10,034 --> 01:18:15,068 I THINK THAT WEIGHT IS FLAT-OUT WRONG BECAUSE I HAVEN'T CHEATED. 1596 01:18:15,068 --> 01:18:17,689 I'M PRACTICALLY STARVING MYSELF TO DEATH, 1597 01:18:17,689 --> 01:18:19,482 SO THERE'S NO WAY I COULD'VE GAINED. 1598 01:18:19,482 --> 01:18:22,344 AND I'M CONFUSED HOW THAT HAPPENED. 1599 01:18:22,344 --> 01:18:25,413 LIKE, I'M REALLY EMOTIONALLY DISTRAUGHT, 1600 01:18:25,413 --> 01:18:28,862 BECAUSE FIVE POUNDS IS A BIG DEAL NOW. 1601 01:18:28,862 --> 01:18:31,413 AND IF DR. NOW JUST PLANS TO PUNISH ME MORE 1602 01:18:31,413 --> 01:18:33,068 AND ACCUSE ME OF THINGS, 1603 01:18:33,068 --> 01:18:36,965 THEN THAT'S NOT GONNA BE FAIR AT ALL. 1604 01:18:36,965 --> 01:18:39,137 SO, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, 1605 01:18:39,137 --> 01:18:43,310 BUT NONE OF THIS SEEMS FAIR. 1606 01:18:43,310 --> 01:18:45,379 -HELLO. -HELLO. 1607 01:18:45,379 --> 01:18:46,793 HOW Y'ALL DOIN'? 1608 01:18:46,793 --> 01:18:50,172 I DON'T KNOW. I'M A MESS. 1609 01:18:50,172 --> 01:18:51,827 THINGS HAVE JUST BEEN HARD. 1610 01:18:51,827 --> 01:18:53,896 AND I WANT TO KNOW WHY I'M HERE, SO... 1611 01:18:53,896 --> 01:18:56,206 I'M JUST WAITING TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. 1612 01:18:56,206 --> 01:18:58,965 OKAY, WELL, I THINK YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HERE. 1613 01:18:58,965 --> 01:19:02,241 FIRST, YOU HAVEN'T SHOWN MUCH EFFORT UP TO THIS POINT. 1614 01:19:02,241 --> 01:19:03,724 EVEN NOW, YOU'RE NOT ON TRACK, 1615 01:19:03,724 --> 01:19:05,793 BECAUSE IN THE TWO WEEKS SINCE I SAW YOU, 1616 01:19:05,793 --> 01:19:07,310 IF YOU WERE DOING THE DIET, 1617 01:19:07,310 --> 01:19:10,103 YOU WOULD'VE LOST AT LEAST 25 POUNDS. 1618 01:19:10,103 --> 01:19:12,689 INSTEAD, YOU GAINED FIVE POUNDS IN THAT TIME. 1619 01:19:12,689 --> 01:19:14,655 SO YOU'RE STILL NOT MAKING PROGRESS. 1620 01:19:14,655 --> 01:19:17,862 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WRONG. 1621 01:19:17,862 --> 01:19:19,275 DON'T GIVE ME YOUR TEARS. 1622 01:19:19,275 --> 01:19:20,896 BECAUSE IN ALMOST NINE MONTHS, 1623 01:19:20,896 --> 01:19:22,793 WE'VE GIVEN YOU EVERY CHANCE TO DO THIS, 1624 01:19:22,793 --> 01:19:25,172 BUT THEN YOU'VE JUST GIVEN ME ATTITUDE. 1625 01:19:25,172 --> 01:19:27,344 I'M NOT MAKING ANY EXCUSES. I HAVE NOTHING. 1626 01:19:27,344 --> 01:19:30,517 BUT I DO HAVE SOMETHING TO COME CLEAN ABOUT. 1627 01:19:30,517 --> 01:19:33,172 YOU KNOW I ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO TELL ME. 1628 01:19:33,172 --> 01:19:34,724 AND THAT'S WHY I CALLED YOU EARLY, 1629 01:19:34,724 --> 01:19:37,172 BECAUSE WE GOT YOUR TOXICOLOGY BACK. 1630 01:19:37,172 --> 01:19:38,206 AM I RIGHT? 1631 01:19:38,206 --> 01:19:39,172 I DON'T... 1632 01:19:39,172 --> 01:19:40,758 I DON'T KNOW. 1633 01:19:40,758 --> 01:19:41,689 ALL RIGHT. 1634 01:19:41,689 --> 01:19:43,034 WELL, DON'T PLAY THIS GAME 1635 01:19:43,034 --> 01:19:45,310 WHERE YOU'RE GONNA BE HONEST WITH ME NOW. 1636 01:19:45,310 --> 01:19:46,965 YOUR TIME TO DO THAT HAS PASSED 1637 01:19:46,965 --> 01:19:49,448 BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN KEEPING A NUMBER OF THINGS FROM ME 1638 01:19:49,448 --> 01:19:51,827 THAT ARE AFFECTING YOUR HEALTH SIGNIFICANTLY. 1639 01:19:51,827 --> 01:19:54,482 TO START, WE SEE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN SMOKING 1640 01:19:54,482 --> 01:19:56,827 AND YOU'VE BEEN HIDING THAT FROM ME. 1641 01:19:56,827 --> 01:19:58,655 I DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT BECAUSE I QUIT. 1642 01:19:58,655 --> 01:20:02,551 THEN I GET ON THE ROAD AND I FREAK OUT AND I... 1643 01:20:02,551 --> 01:20:06,034 AND WHEN THAT MAKES YOU FREAK OUT, DO YOU SMOKE? 1644 01:20:06,034 --> 01:20:08,000 YEP. 1645 01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:10,172 WELL, THAT ALONE AND YOUR CONDITION 1646 01:20:10,172 --> 01:20:13,241 IS CAUSING SEVERE DAMAGE TO YOUR PULMONARY SYSTEM, 1647 01:20:13,241 --> 01:20:15,482 AND CAUSING OTHER HEALTH ISSUES FOR YOU, TOO, 1648 01:20:15,482 --> 01:20:18,206 THAT ARE ALL DECREASING YOUR LIFE SPAN RIGHT NOW. 1649 01:20:18,206 --> 01:20:19,827 AND THAT'S NOT THE BIGGEST ISSUE, 1650 01:20:19,827 --> 01:20:22,448 BECAUSE WE ALSO FOUND NARCOTICS. 1651 01:20:22,448 --> 01:20:24,862 BUT YOU KNEW THAT ALREADY, DIDN'T YOU? 1652 01:20:24,862 --> 01:20:28,724 I KNOW. I HAD MY MARIJUANA IN MY SYSTEM. 1653 01:20:28,724 --> 01:20:30,206 DON'T PLAY GAMES WITH ME. 1654 01:20:30,206 --> 01:20:32,413 I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR SYSTEM. 1655 01:20:32,413 --> 01:20:33,586 AND I'VE NOTICED THAT 1656 01:20:33,586 --> 01:20:36,379 THERE ARE MULTIPLE OTHER NARCOTICS WE FOUND. 1657 01:20:36,379 --> 01:20:39,896 SO DON'T THINK YOU CAN DO THIS COMING-CLEAN GAME 1658 01:20:39,896 --> 01:20:41,758 AND DENY THE REST. 1659 01:20:41,758 --> 01:20:44,310 SO, THIS IS AN EXTREMELY SERIOUS SITUATION 1660 01:20:44,310 --> 01:20:46,862 YOU CAN'T PLAY GAMES TO GET OUT OF. 1661 01:20:46,862 --> 01:20:49,655 BUT YOU WERE NEVER GONNA BE ABLE TO HIDE THIS FROM ME. 1662 01:20:49,655 --> 01:20:52,931 WE WOULD HAVE FOUND ALL THIS IF YOU WERE GETTING SURGERY. 1663 01:20:52,931 --> 01:20:56,379 SO WHAT MADE YOU THINK YOU WOULD GET AWAY WITH THIS? 1664 01:20:56,379 --> 01:20:59,482 I DON'T. I DON'T KNOW. 1665 01:20:59,482 --> 01:21:02,448 THIS IS A SEVERE ISSUE THAT WE NEED TO ADDRESS. 1666 01:21:02,448 --> 01:21:04,034 BECAUSE THIS IS GONNA BE WHAT KILLS YOU 1667 01:21:04,034 --> 01:21:06,000 THE QUICKEST IF WE DON'T. 1668 01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:08,379 BUT YOUR WEIGHT ISN'T GONNA TAKE TOO MUCH LONGER 1669 01:21:08,379 --> 01:21:09,758 TO KILL YOU EITHER. 1670 01:21:09,758 --> 01:21:11,413 BUT YOU CAN'T KEEP LIVING LIKE YOU ARE, 1671 01:21:11,413 --> 01:21:12,620 MAKING THESE CHOICES 1672 01:21:12,620 --> 01:21:15,896 TO DESTROY YOUR HEALTH IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. 1673 01:21:15,896 --> 01:21:18,172 SO, THIS IS WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN FROM HERE 1674 01:21:18,172 --> 01:21:19,931 AND WHAT YOUR OPTIONS ARE. 1675 01:21:19,931 --> 01:21:24,551 FIRST, WEIGHT-LOSS SURGERY RIGHT NOW IS OFF THE TABLE. 1676 01:21:24,551 --> 01:21:26,758 THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING, THEN. 1677 01:21:26,758 --> 01:21:28,551 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING, THEN. 1678 01:21:28,551 --> 01:21:30,724 I'LL TELL YOU WHAT YOU CAN DO. 1679 01:21:30,724 --> 01:21:33,758 IF YOU WANT A CHANCE TO DO THIS AND CONTINUE ON, 1680 01:21:33,758 --> 01:21:36,413 THEN YOU NEED TO START BY GOING TO REHAB. 1681 01:21:36,413 --> 01:21:39,241 AND IF YOU AGREE TO THAT, WE'LL SET THAT UP FOR YOU. 1682 01:21:39,241 --> 01:21:40,068 OKAY. 1683 01:21:40,068 --> 01:21:41,517 BUT IF YOU DON'T DO THAT, 1684 01:21:41,517 --> 01:21:44,241 THEN THERE IS NOTHING MORE TO DISCUSS WITH YOU. 1685 01:21:44,241 --> 01:21:46,448 SO THAT'S YOUR ONLY CHOICE. 1686 01:21:46,448 --> 01:21:48,482 YOU EITHER DO THAT, OR WE'RE DONE. 1687 01:21:48,482 --> 01:21:49,862 YOU GOT IT? 1688 01:21:49,862 --> 01:21:52,034 CAN I HAVE TIME TO THINK ABOUT IT? 1689 01:21:52,034 --> 01:21:53,103 SURE. 1690 01:21:53,103 --> 01:21:54,379 BUT YOU DON'T HAVE A LOT OF TIME, 1691 01:21:54,379 --> 01:21:56,310 SO I'LL GIVE YOU 24 HOURS. 1692 01:21:56,310 --> 01:21:58,689 BUT WE'RE NOT GOING TO PLAY ANY MORE GAMES 1693 01:21:58,689 --> 01:22:00,379 AND JUST WATCH YOU DO THE SAME THING 1694 01:22:00,379 --> 01:22:02,689 OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU DIE. 1695 01:22:02,689 --> 01:22:04,758 SO YOU NEED TO DECIDE TO DO THIS, 1696 01:22:04,758 --> 01:22:07,310 OR THERE IS NOTHING MORE WE CAN DO FOR YOU. 1697 01:22:07,310 --> 01:22:10,965 BUT THE PRIORITY IS THAT WE ADDRESS YOUR SUBSTANCE ABUSE. 1698 01:22:10,965 --> 01:22:12,172 OKAY. 1699 01:22:12,172 --> 01:22:14,000 THEN, AFTER THAT, WE'LL CONTINUE TO ADDRESS 1700 01:22:14,000 --> 01:22:15,931 YOUR WEIGHT-LOSS AND SMOKING. 1701 01:22:15,931 --> 01:22:18,620 BUT AT THIS POINT, ANY ONE OF THOSE ISSUES IS GONNA LEAD 1702 01:22:18,620 --> 01:22:21,896 TO YOUR DEATH RIGHT NOW, SO YOUR SITUATION ISN'T GOOD 1703 01:22:21,896 --> 01:22:24,241 AND YOU DON'T HAVE ANY TIME TO WASTE. 1704 01:22:24,241 --> 01:22:27,689 I MEAN, I KINDA FEEL LIKE I DID A FIRST STEP, BECAUSE THIS... 1705 01:22:27,689 --> 01:22:30,034 COMING HERE WAS A HUGE STEP. 1706 01:22:30,034 --> 01:22:32,758 WELL, AND THAT STEP IS A DIFFERENT STEP. 1707 01:22:32,758 --> 01:22:35,034 JUST BECAUSE YOU COME DOWN HERE 1708 01:22:35,034 --> 01:22:37,275 DOESN'T GIVE YOU A PASS TO DO THESE THINGS. 1709 01:22:37,275 --> 01:22:39,862 -NO. -SO DON'T ARGUE THAT. 1710 01:22:39,862 --> 01:22:43,068 SO IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT FOR YOURSELF, 1711 01:22:43,068 --> 01:22:46,034 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR BEHAVIOR. 1712 01:22:46,034 --> 01:22:48,689 AND TO DO THAT, YOUR NEXT STEP IS REHAB. 1713 01:22:48,689 --> 01:22:50,379 THAT'S YOUR ONLY OPTION. 1714 01:22:50,379 --> 01:22:51,379 OKAY. 1715 01:22:51,379 --> 01:22:54,310 SO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU DECIDE, OKAY? 1716 01:22:54,310 --> 01:22:55,689 -OKAY. -ALL RIGHT. 1717 01:22:55,689 --> 01:22:57,172 I'LL WAIT TO HEAR FROM YOU. 1718 01:22:57,172 --> 01:22:58,517 BUT DON'T TAKE TOO LONG. 1719 01:22:58,517 --> 01:23:00,137 YOU HAVE 24 HOURS. 1720 01:23:00,137 --> 01:23:03,034 SO, LET ME KNOW. 1721 01:23:09,137 --> 01:23:11,275 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY BECAUSE 1722 01:23:11,275 --> 01:23:14,586 I'VE NEVER BEEN MISTREATED LIKE THIS IN MY WHOLE LIFE. 1723 01:23:14,586 --> 01:23:19,034 IT'S EXTREMELY OFFENSIVE AND UTTERLY UNFAIR. 1724 01:23:19,034 --> 01:23:21,103 I DON'T CARE WHAT ANY OF THE REPORTS SAY. 1725 01:23:21,103 --> 01:23:23,241 DR. NOW IS WRONG. 1726 01:23:23,241 --> 01:23:26,517 AND AT THIS POINT, I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN NICE. 1727 01:23:26,517 --> 01:23:29,965 AND I LOST WEIGHT -- A LOT OF WEIGHT. 1728 01:23:29,965 --> 01:23:32,793 AND I DON'T NEED TO PUT UP WITH THIS ANYMORE. 1729 01:23:32,793 --> 01:23:35,068 SO I'M DONE. 1730 01:23:35,068 --> 01:23:36,896 MY LIFE WAS DEPENDING ON THIS. 1731 01:23:36,896 --> 01:23:39,344 BUT THAT DIDN'T SEEM TO MATTER MUCH TO DR. NOW, 1732 01:23:39,344 --> 01:23:43,310 SO I THINK IT'S TIME FOR ME TO JUST GO BACK TO OHIO. 1733 01:23:43,310 --> 01:23:46,724 BECAUSE AT THIS POINT, UNLESS DR. NOW APOLOGIZED 1734 01:23:46,724 --> 01:23:48,241 FOR ALL HIS ACCUSATIONS, 1735 01:23:48,241 --> 01:23:51,620 THEN I DON'T SEE HOW I CAN WORK WITH HIM. 1736 01:23:51,620 --> 01:23:53,758 BUT I DIDN'T LOWER MYSELF TO RESPOND 1737 01:23:53,758 --> 01:23:55,137 TO ANY OF THE HEINOUS THINGS 1738 01:23:55,137 --> 01:23:57,724 THAT DR. NOW SAID TO ME AT ANY POINT. 1739 01:23:57,724 --> 01:24:00,827 SO I'M PROUD OF MYSELF FOR THAT. 1740 01:24:00,827 --> 01:24:03,965 I WORKED HARD AND DESERVE TO GET SURGERY. 1741 01:24:03,965 --> 01:24:06,275 AND THE REASON I LOST IT IN THE END? 1742 01:24:06,275 --> 01:24:08,862 I STOOD UP FOR MYSELF. 1743 01:24:08,862 --> 01:24:12,172 SO I'M GONNA TAKE THAT WITH ME BACK TO OHIO. 1744 01:24:12,172 --> 01:24:14,586 I STILL HAVE MY PRIDE IN THE END. 1745 01:24:33,758 --> 01:24:37,034 Dr. Nowzaradan: I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED IN THE OUTCOME WITH ANGIE 1746 01:24:37,034 --> 01:24:38,827 AND HER DECISION. 1747 01:24:38,827 --> 01:24:41,724 BUT THIS HAS ALWAYS COME DOWN TO HER CHOICES, 1748 01:24:41,724 --> 01:24:43,172 AND WHETHER SHE'S WILLING TO DO 1749 01:24:43,172 --> 01:24:46,000 WHAT SHE NEEDS TO TURN HER LIFE AROUND. 1750 01:24:46,000 --> 01:24:49,310 AND IT'S UNFORTUNATE THAT SHE'S CHOOSING TO CONTINUE 1751 01:24:49,310 --> 01:24:51,551 DOWN THE SAME PATH SHE'S BEEN ON 1752 01:24:51,551 --> 01:24:54,310 THAT IS LEADING HER TO ANY EARLY DEATH. 1753 01:24:54,310 --> 01:24:58,034 BUT HOPEFULLY, ANGIE WILL WAKE UP AND SEE HER SITUATION 1754 01:24:58,034 --> 01:25:00,655 FOR WHAT IT IS BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. 1755 01:25:00,655 --> 01:25:03,517 BECAUSE WITH EVERYTHING SHE'S BEEN DOING TO HER BODY, 1756 01:25:03,517 --> 01:25:06,620 SHE'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO SURVIVE FOR LONG. 1757 01:25:06,620 --> 01:25:10,413 BUT IF SHE DOES GET TO THE POINT WHERE SHE DECIDES SHE WANTS HELP 1758 01:25:10,413 --> 01:25:12,137 AND IS READY TO GO TO REHAB 1759 01:25:12,137 --> 01:25:16,758 AND DO WHAT SHE NEEDS TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER LIFE, 1760 01:25:16,758 --> 01:25:19,793 THEN WE'LL BE HERE TO PROVIDE HER WITH THAT. 1761 01:25:19,793 --> 01:25:23,689 SO SHE STILL HAS A CHANCE FOR HER OUTCOME TO BE POSITIVE 1762 01:25:23,689 --> 01:25:25,517 IF SHE WANTS IT TO BE. 1763 01:25:25,517 --> 01:25:28,103 ALL SHE HAS TO DO IS TRY. 1764 01:25:28,103 --> 01:25:30,862 AS LONG AS SHE MAKES THAT DECISION THAT SHE NEEDS 1765 01:25:30,862 --> 01:25:32,034 BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.